stuff in my home..

ribena.... lolx.. at my house ler..

hibiscus..

cactus.. lol..

tortoise.. my house one.. but not taken by me the pic..

p/s: 3 pics above taken by me.. wit no experience.. hahaz..

going to bankrupt.. lala.

wahaha..
i hav been quite long at my home..
lol..
act, sien oso..
jz sometime go out wit fren..
kakaz..
midvalley n the coming soon one is timesquare..
i m going ot bankrupt..
aikz..
dono how lo..
budjet??
setiap hari makan roti??
lolz..
cnt gua..
or everyday makan maggi??
not good for health wor..
how how how??
anyway,
i promised so i hav to go a..
lagipun tat one is my fren bday lei..
so..
is a must to go..
but go timesquare ler..
lalal..
long time din go liao..

anyway,
today,
i went to cut my hair..
my messy hair..
haha...
now a bit shorter..
a bit lo..
lolx..

i jz took some pic..
in front of my house..
plants' pic...
hav a look in the next blog..

the day after i went back from uni hostel... lololo...

yest,
i went back from my uni..
i hav been one month din go back my home ler.
my mamapapa n sis miss me ma.
i pity thm so i go back..
lolx..
i drive back in the morning.
mana tahu i so malang..
mati engine 4 times..
so long never drive,
tambah lgi sesak jalan..
aikx..
malangnya!!
but luckily i still can drive lo..
lolx..

today morning,
i went to midvalley lo..
my dad bday today..
happy bday papa..
hahaha..
k,
continue my story..
erm..
i tot thy wanna celebrate our fren bday..
mana tahu he din attend oso..
-.-
sudah la..
thn we went to watch movie..
i dono since when i become timid..
the movie oso scare to see..
maybe the sound effect gua..
n the violence..
lol..
so i end up wit closing my ears most of the time when i watch the movie..
lol..
anyway,
luckily not all the time so scary..
if not,
i wasted my money!!!
lol..
but,
i used a lot money today lei..
aikx..
the lunch...
so expensive ler..
rm21.70..
i seems like see my money drop to the middle of the sea..
argh!!!!!
but,
once in a blue moon..
stil consider ok lo..
if not,
i bankrupt alrd lo..
sorry ya papa mama..
wasted urs money..
anyway,
the happy one is,
i bought SUSHI!!!!!
o m g..
miss u so much sushi..
lolx..
almost one month tak makan sushi..
hahaha..

so,
after i went home at bout 7..
i prepare to makan dinner lo..
thn rush to go out again..
to hokkien hui guan..
my fren ajak..
mana tahu go there..
quite boring..
aikx..
not as frenly oso even i m their senior..
haha.
so..
jz ok lo..
i played candle n burn the tanglung.
so childish-.-
lolx..
but i don care lo..
lalala..
came back at 11 smt..

since i come back home..
i cnt online whole day..
cnt adapt my self..
haha...
today,
now is the first time i online..
for today la..
aikx..
kesian..
can u imagine a people stay in a room tat hav internet connection, everyday online,
woke up in the morning, terus click on the pc n on it...
suddenly cnt online for more thn 5 hours..
sure very miserable lo..
lolx.
luckily i can fill my time in going out wit frens..
but i cnt always do like tat ler..
final exam coming nearer n nearer..
if i din study..
i assure tat i wont do well in exam..
thn i will disappoint my parents...
but, how to start it a??
aikx..
*headache, after think of exam..
@.@

optical illusion..

click this pic to see wat happen... lol..

nice-look desserts...^^

these are all i searched... when i was boring... haha.. all look so colourful.. nice ler^^

i combined both pic above ler... this is the first time i combine pic.. nice?? looks so so so colourful..^^ like it..

o m g, so many choices of deserts.. i wondering where to get such beautiful n cute desserts..

i like this pic the most.. the shape of the cake.. the edge, so nice.. amazing.. n the harmony of the colour.... the shadow.. the smoothness.. n the layer.. nice!!!!!

these chocolate.. awasome.. the design of the chocolate.. the pic... hahaha.. again.. its nice^^

balik rumah.... wit reasons.. lol..

huh..
finally,
the computer application project is done..
relieved!
but i din pass up yet..
scare of the mistake..
the reason i scare is bcz..
first of all..
i don hav printer at hostel,
n,
my printer at home,
laser printer but not colour laser printer..
second,
if i wanna reprint,
i hav to waste my fren's printer ink..
is not good to use others ink,
right?
n third,
i m exhausted in doing the project..
the reason,
tahu la...
haha...
n, there is a hill of assignment i haven submit yet..
i hav to submit all of thm this week...
o m g.
die lo..
i wanna study at the same time do the assignment,
but i couldnt,
i get sleepy easily..
so, wat to do?
i dono...
aikx..

final exam coming,
there will be a break..
a special break..
i think will go home jz for a few days ba..
haha...
n i hav the must to go back lo..
first,
my papa mama n my sis miss me ma..
lalala..
but wat i scare is, smtime my parents will scold me one..
human sure will make mistake one ma..
aikx..
second,
my fren ajak me go out lo..
2 times lei..
all to celebrate frens' bday..
shok act..
aikx..
my bday..
i wan celebrate my bday one more time!!!!!!
i wan present!!!!!
i wan cake!!!!
cz i don hav present for this year...
aih..
sobz..
previously,
i get so many present..
even though not really many,
but at least,
better thn noT.T
aih aih aih..
sad...
jz forget it..
lol...
for the third one,
i wanna buy the things i needed ma..
n go n cut my hair..
so tat it looks more tidy lo..
haha..

so, i hav a must to go back..
moreover, this sat n sunday my uni wil be faced electric shortage..
lolx..
anyway,
now, most of my fren balik kampung alrd..
so fast-.-
home sick lo..
lolx..

if u don wan me to emo,

don neglect me.

depress..

o m g!!!!
i get my phy mark jz now..
it sucks!!!!!!
argh!!!!
but it is wat i suppose to get..
maybe it can be lower marks thn this..
i noe wat i hav done in preparing for the phy test..
i noe wat i hav done during the classes..
so,
i noe wat i wil get for the results..
this time..
the god wanna tell me tat,
u, plz start study now...
not more luckiness left..
if u cotinue to be like this, u will become useless..
n u will disappoint ur parents..
i helped u a lot..
i hope u can start to do for ur own now..

haiz..
i knew last time the results,
most of thm bcz of the luckiness..
its the truth..
jz..
it sometime unbelievable..
so my fren tot i m smarter..
haha..
maybe a bit..
but most of it is bcz of the luckiness..
bcz of the help from the god...
u can see tat,
when i was sicked,
i jz study for a bit..
but i stil can get an ok-marks..
this is all the help of the god..
thk a lot!
i noe tat now, is the time for me to do for my own..
uhh..
but how??
i dno...
i tried to force my self..
but finally,
they wil be a lot of things suddenly stop me from doing tat..
so plz..
don stop me again..
n plz..
give me more power to control my self to do wat i suppose to do..
i don wan to bcome lazy anymore...
n plz..
sleep early...
first,
for my health..
n,
for me to hav the intelligent to pay attention during the class..
so tat i can understand wat the lecturer talked bout..
n finally, to let my parents not to worry bout me...
ya, thy always ask me to go to sleep early,
but finally,
i din do so..
sorry...
i do not mean to do tat....
sorry...

huh..
gloomy...
i wont say it out..
but sometimes,
u will noe it through my sight..
hahaha.....
wat can i do???

pic i found.. nice..

wanna share some nice pic i found..

(sorry if not nice..)

this pic i set as my frenster primary pic.. haha.. purple scenery.. ^^

searched using yahoo.. lolx.. purple flower mosaic pic..

this flower looked real even is a pic.. haha..

this one i found in my school special website.. so nice^^

a cabin in the forest..

this car.. o m g.. so yeng... the black, shiny n sharp.. nice^^

p/s: for those whose having low resolution of colour of pc.. sorry.... maybe u all cnt see the fantastic colour n 3D of these pic.. thx for viewing anyway.. ^^
anyway, i do hope i got the chance to take such good photo, but i don think so i can.. hahaha..

click the pic to see the real size of the pic.. it will look nicer..hahaha.. thx^^

a bz one-day holiday......

yest onli i realise today is holiday.. XD

so today is holiday lo..-.-

woke up so late..

wahaha..

after brush teeth straight away on my pc..

i tot i can relax a bit during this one-day holiday..

mana tahu after i think n think,

rupa rupanya so many things waiting for me to settle..

cham lo..

computer application project, assignment, calculus assignment, phy tut n so on...

(forget some..@.@) aikx..

wat to do a???

aiyoo.

i don wan to attend extra class for the microsoft access a..

so pai se le..

not my class one but other class one..

i don wan laa!!!!!!!!!

wat to do ??

revise back n do the assignment to pass up??

the assignment got marks one lei!!!!!!

all is bcz of the lecturer la..

teach wat i oso dono..

hate la!!!

if for the previous lect,

i think a,

now i don need to worry so much n my assignment, sudah pass up lo!!!!

argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hate a after think of tat....

nvm la..

takdir..

so wat to do now a??

still consider bout it..

my fren wanna go..

i feel like don wan..

so i dono wat to do..

anyway,

my pc cnt use the access..

i dono y..

hate la!!!!!

pc, u hav to repair liao..

u ade kena virus a??? @.@

anyway,

my final exam coming soon..

wawawa..

wan me die eh??

T.T

jz finish the midterm test,

the final exam wan to visit me liao..

good hor..

hahahahahaT.T

luckily, there will be break b4 final exam..

but wat i worry is ,

can i study during this special break????

plz help me a.. my god..

p/s: skrg sudah pukul 2 tp tk makan petang lg.. lol..

song interupt the emotion.. lol

the different type of song u listen to,

ur emotion too will after tat turn to the song's mood..

so,

for those wanna be happy..

listen happy song lo..

but for me,

i like sad songs..

tats y my thinking sure wont be very normal n simple..

lolx..

y i so 'lucky'..

huh..

jz finish my last trimester test...

wat a relieved..

anyway, i wanna say tat,

i was so so so 'lucky'...

pening during the exam...

when i sit oso, the head is moving forward n backward..

miserable..

huh..

anyway,

i think this time the result will be very teruk..

cz..

i jz read a bit..

n i cnt answer all.

aih...

can do nth..

anyway,

grateful tat i still here but not been sent to hospital..

anyway,

i tak pernah pengsan lo..

lolx..

now, my head still moving forward n backward,

i think the effect of being sleep late r coming to me..

i always late to go to sleep...

aih..

wat i should do now?

i dono how to coontrol my self to force my self to sleep..

aih..

cham le..

mama....

wat can i do??

by the way,

i thk to god for give me so many lucky..

if not, the result previously wont be like wat i get now..

th god...^^

中秋节。。

今天是中秋节。。

哈哈哈。。

一个人在外头，就这样度过。。

看不到灯笼，看不到蜡烛，也看不到火焰。。

我，可是很爱玩火和玩蜡烛的人。。

别看我已18岁了。。

我还是照样玩些幼稚的玩意儿，

妈妈还唠叨我说，你还小吗？玩那些三岁小孩的东西干嘛？

呵呵呵。。

我回她，

‘我喜欢啊。。'

哈哈哈。。

然后她都不理了。。

过后就一个人，坐在家门前的地上，烧起了蜡烛，玩起了火。。

好白痴。。呵呵。。

还拿了相机，拍了几张照片。。

我发送那些照片给个朋友，

他见了那火焰，

说，

玩那么大火干嘛。。不会烧到手吗？

呵呵。。正是，烧到了少少。。

自作自受啊。。哈哈哈。。

这些，都是在刚刚过的去年发生的。。

幼稚吧。。

现在，玩都没的玩。。

呆在宿舍，坐在电脑前，得应付明天的考试。。

唉。。

好怀念，去年。。

呼。。

算了，别提了。。

提来干嘛。。

心里头很不是滋味。。

最后。。

爸爸妈妈。。

中秋节快乐。。

呵呵呵。。

早上发了短讯给他们，

想必他们一定很开心吧。。

哈哈哈。。

我妈妈收到短讯，

就立刻拨电给我了，

你说她开不开心啊？

哈哈哈。。

妈妈，爸爸，

很对不起啊，

那么久没回家，

想必您们一定很想念我吧。。

哈哈哈。。

还有，妹妹，

你也是在想念我吧。。

哈哈哈。。

还问我为什么没回家。。

可怜啊。。

我有机会才回吧。。

到时可别骂我啊。。

我可不喜欢人家骂我的啊。。XD

在此向大家说声，

中秋节快乐。。

Happy Mooncake Festival!!! ^^

淡忘。。

突然之间。。
我感觉到，我似乎松了一口气。。
是因为。。
我终于和不相干，
给我带来困扰和伤心的人，
失去联络，
也不再去想太多。。
毕竟。。
想太多，
没有好处，
反而，
就只会带来多余的伤痛。。
太多伤痛，
又有何用呢？
我希望，
我可以把他们，
就这样，
渐渐淡忘。。
就像他们那样，
不知是故意，
还是不小心的，
把我，给忘了。。

depress..

the word can describe my mood at this moment.....

dono wat happen to me.. aih..
hope it will be fine tomolo..

pai se a!!!!!!!!!!

malu a!!!!!!!!!!!

pai seh !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! no muka alrd!!!!

argh!!!!!!

malu a!!!!!

pai seh!!!

tak ade muka alrd la!!!!

aiyooo...

mummy aaa....

help me a...

T.T

aih....

jz now go to the phy extra class,

for revision bout the lab one..

i go to class, thn sit lo..

both group 4 n 5 combine togthr..

mana tahu i so 'lucky'...

sit on a chair tat don hv table..

but bside me the chair got la..

so i ask my fren sit in front lo..

i wan tat place-.-

aih..

i dono wat happen to me tat time..

i tot later got study ma, need table ma..

so when guys come in late,

wanna sit beside,

i don let-.-

aiyoo....

so pai seh la..

a lot people laugh at me lei..

aiyoo..

pai se la..

pai se la..

T.T

i scare thy will think nonsense bout me la..

aih..

but finally,

mana tahu the class end early...

don need to use table a..

argh!!!!

so pai seh a..

aiyoo..

y i so 'lucky' one..

but luckily today is fri..

monday onli got class again..

huh..

if not, i dono how to face the people..

haiz......................

my hostel block... my room is in the 2nd floor.. hahaha... the middle one..

since when i like apple green colour a?? -.- so many green stuff.. lol

my green pc n my green mp3.. hahaha.... matching each other.. lol

pic....

wahaha..

sudah lama tak letak gambar..

now i put some pic la..

tat i din put last time..

haha..

my sis bought this keychain for me.. as my bday present-.-'' anyway, thx lo.. haha..

be4 being edited.. nice...

after being edited by me.. haha... looks nicer lei.. PURPLE + STAR.. o m g.. perfect match..^^ i like... but this is not mine.. from internet.. hahaha..

my ex school brass band... this pic is taken in genting... we performed there.. hahaha.. happy memory.. my last performance.. my trumpet.. miss u a lot.. T.T

during the first concert held in my ex secondary school.. so happy tat time.. happy n sweet memory..my first n last concert....... sad... anyway, i received bday cake there^^.. happy.. thx for ur cake..

geram...

huh..
i tot i wan to do my homework..
at least do the english essay...
but after bath..
i suddenly don hav the mood to..
when my fren told me bout the homework n study..
o m g,
i dono wat happened to me..
so geram..
-.-
my fren told me tat,
this is stress..
hahaha...
this is the first time i get stress in such situation..
aih..
so geram lei..
really...
i feel like don wan to do anything..
even monday will be phy lab test..
n,
there will be mountain of homework dumd behind me n wait me to pick thm back to finish thm..
aih..
i suddenly think tat i m so useless..
so lazy..
so stupid..
n so on..
aih..
cham a..T.T

fed up la!!!!!!! die la!!!!!

aih....
my computer application a...
i hv no mood to study n learn,
at all..
i don understand wat the teacher teach!!!!
go die la!!!
i really fed up!!!!
i hate la!!!!!
y the computer applicati0n become like this??
malang until like this??
wat wrong i hv done, until wan denda like thisT.T
argh!!!!!!!!!
how ?!?!?!?!?
commit suiside??
..............!!!

aiks.. english presentation..

oh my gosh!!!
my english speaking presentation today..
hahaha..
no comment..
lol..
initially i tot it wont kena my group alrd..
cz is near to the time to dismiss the class..
if wan oso jz pretty enough the time.. hahaha..
so we joking n talking around in the class instead of listening to others presentation..
but suddenly,
i saw teacher looked at us..
cham..
but i tot nth one..
mana tahu...
after the presentation of previous group,
i heard, my fren's name had been called..
'jacqueline n group..'
oh gosh...
i terus terkejut..
i go out..
my legs were shivering...-.-
last time my hand shivered when distribute the handout..
now, legs shivered..
luckily we can sit on the chair but not standing..
so,
we get our own point that hav to elebrate..
i get the point read the food label about topic ??... (i forgot.. lolx..)
quite easy lei my point..
i wrote quite a lot the point in more thn 2 min..
however,
when is the time for me to give my speech,
i talk, thn suddenly stop, for awhile..
dono y speechless tat time..
but manage to continue it..
wit some wrong english..
but i don care la..
hahaha.
lol.. (luckily i m the last one to give speech for the individual presentation..)
the teruk one is,
sampai the group discussion, teruk o..
we stop for two times..
aiks..
sure a lot marks deducted..
so,
finally i m the one made the conclusion..
but the teacher stil ask my fren ques aftr i concluded the topic..
mana tahu my the other fren suddenly wan to conclude again..
hahaha.
pai se...
luckily we stopped her..
so finally..
the end for this trimester english presentation..
lalala..
relieved but not as relieved as last time the first presentation..
cz i not really satisfied compare to the first one...
anyway,
pass alrd thn jz forget it lo..
hahaha..
luckily i complain so tat my group can present today..
n it come true..
lalala..
cz i bising bising in the class...
hahaha..
gila..
anyway,
the good one is,
first,
i don hav to become nervous for the second time..
the second one is,
i don hav to wear formal attire for the second...
so ma fan..
hav to choose wat to where..
headache..
hahaha..
anyway,
thk god..
i hav finished my presentation..
haha..

fully-packed day..

cham le..
tomolo got english speaking presentation..
prepare tat day one..
thn have to pass up the english essay,
thn got computer application quiz..
n tomlo hv extra class..
aiyooo..
y so cham one tomlo...
y all come together??
so scary la..
the presentation..
aih..
hav to wear formal,
got individual presentation,
n group discussion...
individual discussion 2 min...
group discussion 10 min..
so long lei..
dono wat to talk la..
aiyoo..
my english so teruk..
later my brain blank..
T.T
wat to do a?
aiyoo....
hope i can do at least ok lo in the presentation....
so scary..

huh.. relieved..

o m g!!!
wat a relieved..
even i do the phy test ques blindly..
but after the exam..
whole body, like loose 100kg..
god..
even i noe the result....
hahaha... will be very teruk.. T.T
i jz use all the possible way to solve the ques..
90% will be wrong..
surely...
(y i cursing my self??!?-.-)
it is the truth...
kakaka..

by the way,
my phy lab will be postponed to 15 sept a....
sounds good..
but seems like,
aiyo,
still hv to wait for the test..
but the good one is,
maybe,
maybe la,
i will get more time to study lo..
cz if the the test on this coming monday,
i don think tat i will be having enough time to study..
even i wont study a lot oso..

so,
i hope i can settle my stuff,
homework,
work within this time..
hope so la..
cz if not i wont be having enough time to study for final exam..
huh..
final exam...
pengsan..
but luckily, there will be study week...
this is the advantages during the uni life..
not the same as secondary school..
the time fully packed..
no study week also..

by the way,
i m now very sleepy la..
lolx..
yest aftr study at 1am smt,
i online-.-
until about 4.30am..
wan to sleep,
but until 5,
i still cnt sleep,
maybe this is bcz the time for me to sleep past..
tats y i cnt sleep..
until my roomate went back from doing assignment..
i still awake..
i tried so many ways to let me sleep..
but it doesnt work..
i try to listen songs..
cnt...
luckily i finaly slept...
not sure when is it..
but i slept....
luckily..
anyhow,
after i woke up this morning..
i feel like whole night din sleep..
anytime i will suffer from headache , pening n etc..
so i minum the essence of chicken,
so tat i still hav the ability to sit for the exam..
thk god..
i finally gone through the exam..
n went back my room safely..
hahaha..
i do hope i wont always sleep late again..
aiks..

welcome back, my pendrive^^

huh..

finally i found my pendrive..

in this morning..

wat a relieved..

thx to the pegawai tat help me to open the door...

n thx to my ears cz heard people there..

n thx to god too cz din ask anyone to take my pendrive...

if not.....

i dono i hav to laugh or cry the next moment..

cz my stuff inside...

huh..

thk god....

i hope my stuff wont disappear from me anymore a...

plz....

wat a 'lucky' day...... T.T

aih...

wat happen to me today a?

y i so 'lucky' one..

jz now, during the phy class after the computer application lab..

i suddenly found out tat my pendrive hilang...

ahhhh!!!!1

tinggal kepala, yg badan tu hilang aaaa...

aiyooooo..

y so malang one..

i try to find in my beg,

but, its bayang pun takde..

haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa......

i don wan to lost my pendrive for the second time..

sometime this time my pendrive contain my stuff lei......

aiyooooooooooooo.....

wan laugh cnt, wan cry oso cnt...

huuuuuuuuuuuhhhhhh........

so i decided to go back the computer lab to find..

i nearly lost there-.-

finally i found the lab..

i saw my pendrive bayang!!!!

cz i put one string on the pendrive n its reflct the light there was metallic material...

unfortunately.................................

the door lock...

finaly my fren told me the office time is over........

mummy a......

wat to do a?

i go find my lecturer who teaches us the computer application for the lecture..

mana tahu..

she went back..

helplesssssss...

maybe this is the balasan i blame the computer lab lecturer....

aiyoooooo...

i dono wat to do now..

n i dono the lab wil be open tomolo at wat time??

if there was classes, if i go there late,

will my pendrive still inside the lab?????

my god................................

now still thinking wat to do...

huh.....

i shouldnt blame people....

now showing the balasan..............

aihhhh...

huh!

hate aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

die laaaaa!!!!!
argh!!!!!!!
go to die la!!!!!
aiyooooooo!!!!!!!
computer tutorials!!!!!
the lecturer!!!!
tak faham langsung..
n go class late..
cz hav to wait one of my fren...
so finally sit behind in the class..
so far from the whiteboard..
i can see nth wat the lect written down..
n not even understand wat he talking about..
at all a!!!!
stupid la..
wat happen?
my favaourite subj going to become the suj i dislike...
i don wan!!!
i really don wan this to happen..
bcz of the lecturer,
i hate the computer application..
is like ask me to go to die ok???????
huh..
really frustrated!!!!!!!!
can it happen to others subj,
cnt it be happen on the human development??
the computer application will onli be once in this foundation year..
n i not sure tat i can take the computer subj for the degree years,
cz i heard tat the computer nowadays going to not so demand....
huh..
i dono wat to do!!!!!!
huh...
arghhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!