regretful..

er herm..
this few days, not really sure..XD
i seldom blog this few days, no other reason, it's just because i am lazy.. anyway, there are still some reason like, tired, no mood or etc..
feel so tired now even though i had only two class today, for only 3 hours, but i feel damn tired, maybe because yesterday i sleep at 4am++.. damn tired.. you know what, when i took a 1-hour-nap just now, i seems to be sleep for such a long long time, and the most crazy one is, i still can think whether is it there will be no class after this, even though i am dreaming.. i really feel swt for thatXD anyway, its really a class after that, and i was woke up after my alarm rang, i shock..XD luckily i did set alarm, if not, i cant imagine what will happen next..

anyway, after this second trimester has started, i feel like everthing going to be so rush, assignment and tutorial have to pass up so early, and midterm test will be next week, oh my god, i cant even catch up.. i feel dont like studying and thought to change my course. yea, its true, ones study should be base on their interest, no interest, there will be not enough force for me to study. as an example, i like computer application during the first trimester and yet, i get a great result compare to other subject. i have the force to let me study and i quite relax when i was studying.

however, if can, i will finish this foundation, only i choose the degree course. hopefully i can pass in all subject and have the ability to continue study..
i feel so sorry for my parents..
i hope you all can understand for that...

huh..
exhausting... feel like sleeping...
good luck everyone!!

wat to do??????????? argh!!!!

i blog again??
hahaz..
yeayea..
i blog again..

aih..
scary scary..
i dono wat to do!!!!!!
argh!!!!

last week..
i heard my fren masuk hosp..
until now, still at hospital..
i heard one more fren,
oso masuk hosp..
but for 3 days...
now,
my bro,
masuk hosp too..
o m g..
wat happen??
y surrounding me all masuk hosp??
the next one will be me???
i cant say no..
it might be yes..
or not..

my fren now still in hosp...
she cnt even study..
the final exam is coming soon...
8th sept..
she maybe wil escape some subject...
aikz..
sad for her..

my bro masuk hosp..
he fal down from the swing..
hand patah...
can it be??
o m g..
can..
it can be..
aikz..
now make my parents all bz this bz tat..
my mama somemore hav to go to hosp to teman my bro overnight..
o m g..
i dono wat to do..
argh!!!
help me!!!
but no one will help me la..
i hav to help myself..
wat to do??
somemore tomolo i will go back hostel,
cz exam is coming soon..
i cnt study at home..
so i hav to go hostel to study..
i cnt help..
i somemore hav to ask my papa to bring me back to hostel..
aikz..
maybe,
this is wat call, a test from the god..

from tat..
i again, realise tat,
we hav to appreciate people all surround us..
especially the one always take care of us..
near to us..
good to us..
teach us..
don regret when thy r not wit u....
oh god..
wat happen to me a???
become so emotional..
lolz..
but its true wat, appreciate....
kakaz..
anyway,
thk god cz i m still here n live for more thn 18 years..

well..
hope all take good care..
n hope my bro n my fren discharge from hosp as soon as possible..
i don wan to be so worry....
n i don wan my parents to worry, too..
see people worry..
will be miserable..
right??
aikz..
again..
wat to do??
argh!!...