kena marah.. aikzz..

lolz.. being scolded by my mum just now.. she keep shooting on me.. fuhhh... luckily i still alive, lolz.. herm, she have been blabling to me for so long, so much things she scolded, from wake up late, whole day online to sleep late.. aikzz.. feel sympathy to my ear lerr.. anyway, i admit that i wake up a bit late due to late to sleep, and i am trying to make it earlier.. i sleep late but i try my best to make it earlier to since it's bad for health... however, sometime, i wanna do something or try something, so i get to sleep late, then i was scolded.. if i sleep earlier, no people praise me.. lolz, of course i know what for to praise a people who sleep late.. but, if there is anything getting better, at least say something good larr..

anyway, i found that my mum and dad, they, how to say, they seems to be very 'mengimportantkan' their face one lor.. (broken english, lol..) even though when sometime, we did something correct, they seems like still need to say that again, like, how to say, aikz.. for e.g. mum : go to wash your shoes la, i said it so many times you still don't want to wash, when only you going to wash it. children: i washed it already la..... -.-'' mum : yala, i asked you wash ma, wash already then good la. bla~~ got what i mean?? haha.. i so bad ler backstab my parents here, lolz.. *bad*

and then, i trying to make me wake up early, so, the time i woke up earlier and earlier, but then, maybe, it still a bit late.... they still wanna bla on me, o m g.. swt ok... -.-''' fuhhh... cant they see my improvement, not praising but scolding.. aikzz.. *headache* anyway, i just let it be, listen a bit and then continue to do something, you know what, keep listening those blabling make ears pain lei.. XD kk, thats all la i wanna complain.. XD

btw, i thought wanna help my sister to type her documents but i made her angry cz i used her hp to miss call her bf, and this is not the first time and she warned me before, lolz.. so bad... but then, she just told me that she going to type them her self since she lazy to explain to me because the things messed up.. anyway, feel sympathy to her for her post in the band, the president, speechless.. okay, not going to say anything about herXD

kk.. i stop here.. have a good day.. wahaha~~

boringness..T.T

lolz.. finally, i back home again.. i went back home on this friday which the day after exam.. actually i prefer staying at hostel but no point, no people will do so, so am i.. lolz.. anyway, i drove back home, haha.. stay at home, the most important one is boring lerr.. limited online cz need to let others online too.. no movie to see cz cant download from cybertracker... feel like going out but no people accompany me, and my parents don't like to go for shopping.. aikzz.. at home, sien aa.. T.T see hun, u faster come back la, i wan go out lei, but i noe i have to wait until this coming saturday only i can go out.. T.T arghhhh.. help me aa.. aikzzz.. i crazy already.. hopefully i can go out.. bla~~

sei fo.. final will be on next week, monday.. wahahaha..

its late night now and i still trying to do something for my english presentation tomorrow... trying to read the article but my brain seems not going to absorb it though.. aikz.. my friend did gave some advice, i think its gonna help.. thx..XD anyway, thank god that now my room back to the peace, maybe i am a sensitive people.. but i really don't like to study or doing something at that condition.. bla~~ its noisy... okay... stop blaming here.. i think i gotta sleep earlier, and prepare tomorrow morning.. but i scare i will disturb people since there will be one more people sleep in my room.. herm, without my permission, but its okay, its not fully my room right?? XD hopefully it will be okay during the presentation.. i will be the 6th group group to present, i doubt i told it in the previous post.. XD
aikzz.. stress stress stress.. tomorrow have to submit the calculus assignment T.T and i did nothing.. my god... i am useless now.. aikzzz.. and final is coming.. no more next next week, is on NEXT week.. bla~~~ god.. help me plzz..
kk.. dont want to complain more.. good night everyone, but i am not going to sleep yet.. XD

bla~~~

arghhhh!!!!! what the H!!!!! T.T
what happen to me??? even though is 12.13pm now, i angry more than once.. bla~~~ especially during the english class.. the teacher seems to be so ok in the beginning, but when is the time for us to pass up the summary, she start to shoot at people, and of course, i was the victim too.. this make me wondering what happen to her also.. is it something wrong with her?? bla~~ whatever.. anyway, she treat me unjustly too..!!! T.T so after i proved that i did nth wrong, she said ok ok, luckily she not to be the one still insist that she is not doing any mistake.. bla~~ anyway, i was really angry and was feeling to throw the paper to her but luckily, i manage to control my self.. thank god.. however, i don't know why i seems to be so not in control... my behaviour, feel guilty thinking of that.. XD maybe i really unstable that time, no point... my group will be the last for presentation, i don't know i should be happy or sad with it as i am the one to draw in front.. *speechless* and yea, the presentation will be on next wednesday for my group...

lastly, i just hope that it will be ok after this, i don have much time to do with those unhappiness.. bla~~

have a nice day....

a big change, a new begin..^^

yep yep...^^ i downloaded the lastest msn and ym, the instant messenger, the lastest version. i guess these is the latest version, sorry if it is not the latest..

well, latest version, the big change is on the graphic side. the colour looks to be nicer, the design, herm, even though i am not fully satiesfied with it, but compare to previous version, i think is better.. do u think so??XD

so, my pc got 2 freshie..^^ actually, got 2 more, the widget on the desktop and the wallpaper..

a new begin for my lovely pc=D

so yea, a new begin of my pc and i guess, i think to have a new begin on me.. right??

maybe you guys wondering why i want to have a new begin, sorry for not..

herm, actually, since i was form 4, i changed, to be lazy.. i doesnt mean to be, but dont really know why it could happen on me.. i seldom do the homework given by teacher, i just do what i like and i will do the homework if really needed, or i will copy the answer from my friend. i want to do the homework and i did try to force my self to do so, and force my self to study, however, i can't. even though there was a very big force, final exam, spm coming, i can't do earlier preparation. i have to wait until last minute, burn midnight oil.

finally, the result come out, it just satisfy me if i look on it using the condition that i do less than 70 or 80 % work.. its worth for me and yea, finally i came to MMU, a uni which people said that 'study there you have to be very very hardwoking', and yet, I am not. i never do the homework, tutorial, assignment... not all, but mostly.. the subject which i m the most hardworking in is the computer application. yea, i like this subject the most among the others.. and yea, i realize something, i interested in this subject, why i choose the engineering course?? i chose the wrong subject, i can say, yes.. this is because, i have the willing to finish the computer assignment, homework and etc, whereas the other subject, i do wish it wont be any homework for that.. *sigh* what can i do now..?? force my self to study the other subject?? but when i wanna start study, after not only 1 minute, i changed my decision. oh gosh.. how am i continue for my study.. yea, its correct, study, we need to have our own interest on that only we can be patient and study for it.. if not, it will be very tough for you to study especially when you have to study for 5 years.. its miserable..

so, hopefully, after today, i will be having new begin.. i do hope i will start to study no matter how boring, how tough it is.. but the most important one is, i have to understand what is the subject about..and know how to solve the question... but who will be going to teach me.. nobody.. and i dont have the willing to consult the lecturer.. so the only way now is, concentrate during the class. but how am i going to do this, i always feel sleepy during the class due to the lacking of sleep.. yea, change my sleeping timetable also will be the important one.. now is 3.17 am and i still in front of my pc, blogging.. uhhh.. swt... XD

so, hopefully, i will change by tomorrow.. good luck for me^^..

and yea, good luck for everyone those going to have a new begin.. gambatte!!!

have a nice nice day yea....=D

what happen to u, MMU??

Recently, all of my post are without all those graphics, pictures and etc. the reason, first, try to change my style in writing and the second one is, to make my blog looks tidier. To make the blog look tidier was because, once, I saw my blog and it full of a lot of things and it really looks messy.XD
However, I realized that the blog full with text but no pictures and any other else looks to be boring. Sorry for that… other than that, I didn’t take any picture this few days due the school start, especially without the camera with 8.2 mega pixel at my home… my hand phone’s camera only 1.3 mega pixel, too bad…T.T
I planned to buy hand phone at least with 3.2 mega pixel, for more than 2 times and yet, until today, I still having the same hand phone…

By the way, today is Friday, and I did nothing for the study but watch Hong Kong drama for the whole day, oh gosh! Reason is to delete all the downloaded file in my pc so that it will work faster.XD my stomach still having some problem due to the unusual meal time.
Oh yea!! My floor the toilet, now 2 of them blackout!!! Wth. How we go to toilet?? Do we really need to go upstairs when want to go toilet. Anyway, I did complaint, and hopefully the problem will be settled ASAP.

I wondering what happen to MMU recently, so much things happened, the dirty drinking and washing water, the leakage of water, the shortage of electric in toilet and corridor. Swt… I hope there will be no problem after this, I still have to stay here for half year more I guess…

Have a nice day!!

swt... noisy!!!!

arghh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
fi li fa la fi li fa la!!!!!!!
noisy~!!!!!!
huh...
*pengsan....
so noisy a....
my bro a.....
ask this ask tat.... nonsense!!!! i say no still ask, kacau this kacau tat...
so many ques..
i doesnt mean tat asking ques is very bad.... but thn, u noe, so noisy a~!!!! continuos.... can u imagine.... ask ques alrd, thn say 'har?? har??'-.-
o m g... beh tahan!!!
say wat, bertaruh money, if bertaruh more, u will get more money......
hei.. plz la.. u got so lucky everytime win de a??? even win oso u need to use so much money onli u get back the money....
beh dong...
after tat ask the loan from government.... swt...
now lei, my dad open the dvd... the volume so loud.. aikz... sudah la..
3 weeks...
after 3 weeks, i wil go back hostel laaa... continue my life wit less noise... continue to become a zai nv.... sit in front pc wholde day n fill my life wit buziness in study.... good... no nonsense for me to think , no noisiness.. good!!!! swt...

dying!!!!

argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
我要崩溃了啊！！！！！！！！！
huh..
even though jz finish exam..
english exam..
but the essay!!!
arghh...
i dono y i did the wrong format...
i did wrong format!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
how?!?!?!?!?!??!?!??!?!?!!!!!?!??!?!?
y i so stupid..
huh...
so miserable..
i tot i can relax awhile after english exam, how i noe this will happen...
arghh...
stress...............
dying...............

i m hopeless nowww...

arghhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
dying....
my pre calculus..
no hope alrd..
phy..
i dono think so i got even a little bit hope.. T.T
how???
my exam!!!!!
result will be very bad..
arghhhh
how??????
huh..
hopeless..
next time...
next time cnt study last min..
plz..
no more last min..
n need more practical..
even i knew tat...
aikz....
but the time table oso got its fault..
suppose to exam in the morning..
wake up in the morning go to exam..
the best way..
aikz..
today, exam in the afternoon..
make me tot got time to study..
k book until so late..
walk to exam hall still study..
aikz..
after tat.
i headache.....T.T
no time to let my brain relax..
thn straight away go to exam..
my brain BLANK!!!!!!
at tat moment.. i noe smt bad will happen..
argh..
after i saw the ques paper..
speechless..
i jz do wat i can...
u noe wat,
wat i hav studied..
all forgotten..
forgotten!!!!!
o m g.....
wat happen to me...
tat time..
no time for me to cry or complain..
miserable..
argh...
anyway,
now i can show tat i m not clever....
n not lucky anymore..
happy???
yea..
i m not..
i m not..
uhhhh...
phy paper coming...
this sat....
good..
i dono wat to do..
without practice...
o m g!!!!
how laaa..
aikz...
sorry papa mama,
my result getting worse n worse..
i m now hopeless...
but i cnt even complain to anyone..
nvm laaaa...

insomnia!!!

oh my god!!!!!!!
insomnia!!!!
ish!!!
hate!!!!
u make me so miserable!!!!
uhh..
i cnt sleep yest for alomost the whole night becz of insomnia..
lolz..
dono y suddenly bcome like tat.. -.-
i wanna sleep at 2,
unfortunately,
at 5..
i still awake..
argh!!!
gila punya..
so miserable..
wan cry but cnt cry..
uhh..
so i think i sleep not more thn 1 hour..
the reason i feel so miserable is bcz..
today got exam!!!!
if i don hav enough sleep,
i hav the big probablity will be having headache the next day...
but luckily, thk god,
i din..
jz i cnt think much n shake my head..-.-''
lolz....
thk god...
kakaz..
maybe, is bcz my timetable for me to sleep changed,
so if wan me to sleep earlier i might face insomnia..
aikz..
teruk....
however,
i hope it wont happen to me again aaa..
aiyooo..
can u imagine,
u trying to sleep but u cnt even sleep....
its so so so suferring....
anyway,
i did my human development exam today..
oh god..
left 3 subj..
lolz..
2 of it need me to work very hard on it..
aikz..
but due to my laziness,
i scare i will do last minute work, again...
i scare i will fail..
really.. T.T

i cnt study!!!! argh!!

uhhh...
i tot wanna study at night..
but due to some reasons,
i cnt study!!!
argh!!!
help me!!!
i donwan to use onli one day to rush all the chapters....
i don wan!!!!!
uhh..
hope tomolo manage to study...
n manage to absorb wat i studied...
human development.. a very theory type subj... the type of subj i don like to study....
aikz...

relieved + a bit gilaaa...@.@

o m g!!!!
so happy..
wakakaz..
happy since the moment i finish the question in exam hall..
lolz..
happy tat one subj passed..
yea yea..@.@
but.. still got 4 subj coming soon..
aiyooo..
stress again..T.T
the day after tomolo, human development exam....
aiyoooo..
need to memorise again..
i don like to memorise laaa...
aikz..
7 chaps..
can i manage to finish thm on time???
dono.. aikz..
my fren finished study...
i haven start it, and not even open the book n seeT.T
wat a big contrast..
huh..
nvm laaa..
again, try the best lo...
don be lazy is the main point....@.@
my laziness..
plz get away from me!!!!!!

btw, now quite tired...
kakaz..
cz faced insomnia yest...
wanna sleep at 2.30 but at 4 still awake..
thn today wake up at 7 smt..
T.T
maybe my body cnt adapt the condition cz recently i sleep quite late..
always sleep at 4 0r 5.. @.@
hope i wont be too tired later....

oh ya!
one more things..
stupid things..
lolz..
jz now after exam i went to IPS to take smart card...
i went there, was told to take photo@.@
i wore the shirt i wear since i standard 6..
lolz..
the collar there looks weird...
so malang..
where tat shirt go take photo..
somemore i go bow down a bit my head.. oh my god!!!!
the pic taken was damn damn damn weird..
plus my ugliness..
oh!!!!! god!!!! *pengsan..
nvm laa..
take it as a compensate for doing smt wrong previously if any... T.T
sudah!!! ....
swt..

so i don wan to show my fren n block the pic when the card is being scanned..
mana tahu tat cunning staff..
uhh...
maybe tertarik by my fren's nice appearance..
he helped her..
took back the smart card.. (cz when my fren's smart card after being scanned, she can take it straight away..)i tot he wan to do wat, thn he gave to my fren!!!! walao!!!! *pengsan...
but... i oso geng laa.. kakakaz..
i rampas at the moment he gave her... lalala..^^ so she not even see it.. kakaz...
but finally i showed her lo... =p
tats all for the stupid gila things....
aiyooo.. i wan to take photo again n do the new smart card laaaa.. T.T swt.. i don hav so much money to do it anyway.. lolz.. bai chi meh....@.@

so so so...
wat to do??
nth lo..
onli if i lost the smart card..
don wan ler.. xD