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don't know what to say...
don't know what to do...
don't know what to write...
arghhh.... damn miserable.. whatever.. i became and still the middle person.. lalala~~~ lalala~~~ T.T
i just hope... the only hope for now.. all back to NORMAL... i don't want to see their sad face aaa...
aduiiiiii.. mummy aaa.. help me aaaa.. T.T
saturday will be an exam for me.. english exam, after that, i maybe will go to PC fair.. walalala~~ pc fair, i hope i can go, maybe, take it as one to let me relax... pc fair once in a while, i think its ok with me, isnt it..
aiyoo, headache... back to normal.. back to normal.. bla bla bla~~~
k laaa.. good luck~~~!!!!!!

arrggghhhh, miserable...!!!

aikz.... this is what i can do..
there are so much things happening surrounding me now in a sudden, it makes me don't really know what should i do, makes me don't know how to handle... yea, its all about my friends.. they feel miserable, i will feel guilty for that.. i tried the best to help, just hope that everything will be fine, but i scare i will do something wrong on that and hurt others, or maybe, will make our friendship become unstable.. i don't want this to be happen, i just hope that there wont be any misunderstanding happen... fuhhh.. i don't know what should i do.. i cannot pretend that i don't know, i cant.. i got the resposibility to help in settling.. arghh.. whatever it is... i do hope that i will be the one emo, full with misery, at least, after sometime, i will be fine, i don't like to see others' unhappiness.. la~~ whatever laaa.. after all, i just hope that everything will back to normal... NORMAL.. study is the most important thing to do now even though i am lazy.... anyway, i am lazy but you are not, right.. herm... so, just good luck in everything....

anyway, i din take any meal since i woke up, yet, i scare will gastric, but i dont feel like eat anything, junk food is more suitable for me at this moment, but i lazy to buy down there.. yea, the misery make me full with so much of laziness.. and yea, there are so much things for me to do and i am still here, wondering what to do now...

good luck everyone, please back to normal as soon as possible.. gambatte in handling your problems..

phy midterm again... tat's "GrEaT"!!!! -.-

herm..
i just finish my 'favourite' physics midterm test.. yea, i guess u know how is it..XD kidding, how will you know that if i didnt tell that.. er herm.. i am so miserable now, but this is what i suppose to get..
i took 2 and the half hours to study for 2 chapters for physics.. wahahahahahahaha... what do you think?? ok?? no!! absolutely not!!! arhhh..... so miserable.. arhh, dont know what to say now, i shouldnt do last minute work but everytime, i do the same things.. i did try to drill it, but it still the same, useless.. whatever laa.. its all my fault and yea, i didnt blame anyone okay..
my fault.. lalala~ feel like jz chop off my self.. huh.. but i wontXD

jz went back from clinic.. lolz..
but i still online^^ even stomach pain....
aikz... once i got holiday, i sure will get sick.... now is stomach ache... T.T
hav to eat medicine T.T....
dono wat happen to my tounge, everything i ate it tasted bitter... i hate it!!!

anyway, hope u guys will stay healthy always.. ^^
n wish all those suffer from any sickness take care n get well soon..
happy exam n happy holiday yaa...

anyway, jz now in the afternoon i went to renew my IC right?? i was told not to hide my eyes brown using the hair lerr while the ear is optional.. weird lei...

stomach ache...T.T

o m g..
i dono suddenly stomach ache... T.T
since yest i can feel the pain but jz not really serious so i din care bout it so much...
how i noe when i woke up this morning, its getting painful... aikz...
my dad said is gastric.. aduiii.. gastric??? don la.. very teruk one laaa...
he said, u last time not suffer from gastric meh?? lolz.. yea yea.. but it will leave negative effect on me meh???
so i ate my breakfast + lunch.. (2 in 1..T.T)
after tat drunk hot milo... cz wat i learned b4, human stomach prefer hot thn cold.. right??
so after tat, my mum back, i think my dad told her bout tat, so she asked me, n tell me, am i eat smt wrong?? is it bcz of the nasi lemak i ate yest, cz too spicy.. i hav no idea but i think it might be the reason....
anyway, i ate medicine...
hope can get well soon........

i hav to go...
go to register for new IC...
cz i m 18.... lolz..

insomnia!!!

oh my god!!!!!!!
insomnia!!!!
ish!!!
hate!!!!
u make me so miserable!!!!
uhh..
i cnt sleep yest for alomost the whole night becz of insomnia..
lolz..
dono y suddenly bcome like tat.. -.-
i wanna sleep at 2,
unfortunately,
at 5..
i still awake..
argh!!!
gila punya..
so miserable..
wan cry but cnt cry..
uhh..
so i think i sleep not more thn 1 hour..
the reason i feel so miserable is bcz..
today got exam!!!!
if i don hav enough sleep,
i hav the big probablity will be having headache the next day...
but luckily, thk god,
i din..
jz i cnt think much n shake my head..-.-''
lolz....
thk god...
kakaz..
maybe, is bcz my timetable for me to sleep changed,
so if wan me to sleep earlier i might face insomnia..
aikz..
teruk....
however,
i hope it wont happen to me again aaa..
aiyooo..
can u imagine,
u trying to sleep but u cnt even sleep....
its so so so suferring....
anyway,
i did my human development exam today..
oh god..
left 3 subj..
lolz..
2 of it need me to work very hard on it..
aikz..
but due to my laziness,
i scare i will do last minute work, again...
i scare i will fail..
really.. T.T

i cnt study!!!! argh!!

uhhh...
i tot wanna study at night..
but due to some reasons,
i cnt study!!!
argh!!!
help me!!!
i donwan to use onli one day to rush all the chapters....
i don wan!!!!!
uhh..
hope tomolo manage to study...
n manage to absorb wat i studied...
human development.. a very theory type subj... the type of subj i don like to study....
aikz...

y i so 'lucky'..

huh..

jz finish my last trimester test...

wat a relieved..

anyway, i wanna say tat,

i was so so so 'lucky'...

pening during the exam...

when i sit oso, the head is moving forward n backward..

miserable..

huh..

anyway,

i think this time the result will be very teruk..

cz..

i jz read a bit..

n i cnt answer all.

aih...

can do nth..

anyway,

grateful tat i still here but not been sent to hospital..

anyway,

i tak pernah pengsan lo..

lolx..

now, my head still moving forward n backward,

i think the effect of being sleep late r coming to me..

i always late to go to sleep...

aih..

wat i should do now?

i dono how to coontrol my self to force my self to sleep..

aih..

cham le..

mama....

wat can i do??

by the way,

i thk to god for give me so many lucky..

if not, the result previously wont be like wat i get now..

th god...^^