arrggghhhh, miserable...!!!

aikz.... this is what i can do..
there are so much things happening surrounding me now in a sudden, it makes me don't really know what should i do, makes me don't know how to handle... yea, its all about my friends.. they feel miserable, i will feel guilty for that.. i tried the best to help, just hope that everything will be fine, but i scare i will do something wrong on that and hurt others, or maybe, will make our friendship become unstable.. i don't want this to be happen, i just hope that there wont be any misunderstanding happen... fuhhh.. i don't know what should i do.. i cannot pretend that i don't know, i cant.. i got the resposibility to help in settling.. arghh.. whatever it is... i do hope that i will be the one emo, full with misery, at least, after sometime, i will be fine, i don't like to see others' unhappiness.. la~~ whatever laaa.. after all, i just hope that everything will back to normal... NORMAL.. study is the most important thing to do now even though i am lazy.... anyway, i am lazy but you are not, right.. herm... so, just good luck in everything....

anyway, i din take any meal since i woke up, yet, i scare will gastric, but i dont feel like eat anything, junk food is more suitable for me at this moment, but i lazy to buy down there.. yea, the misery make me full with so much of laziness.. and yea, there are so much things for me to do and i am still here, wondering what to do now...

good luck everyone, please back to normal as soon as possible.. gambatte in handling your problems..