in the end, it burst but finally i stable back? tq very much ^^ time to rest........

muahaha the result came out d and i 'pass' LOL.. clap clap... anyway, i really shock wit my respon after i knew the result.. maybe i m numb wit it ? LOL.. XD anyway, i will still, not going to think about it first, take a deep rest thn will plan about it.. hahaha! hopefully i will be immuned again after this.. jia you~! LOL

i m sorry but have to say tat, i m dying now... tired of worrying, energy = 0% .. what should i do now? i noe i shouldnt think of it first but the heart is so miserable... i m now afraid to think what to do next.. i shouldnt do tat jz now... aihhhh..... i dono wat to do now, pray for miracle to happen..? perhaps?

wahahaha .....

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omg today is fri and new semester coming sooooooo near... @.@ i dono the result yet due to the chnges from the school... but i can predict how will be my result.. ahhh*imdead* anyway, enjoy ur holiday left! XD

ahhhh i found out tat i m having double eye bag.... T.T die liao.... hopefully it will be gone soon @.@
night~

something happened today at my secondary school compound when i was coming back from taking the 1119 certificate and walking under the sun.. i met my mum's fren and had a chat wit her about 10 min? after that i started to feel uncomfortable and feel dizzy and said goodbye to her and walk to my mum there, in between i feel not well and reached my mum there, talked abit since there were so many of ppl there.. feel more uncomfortable and asked for sit... sit for awhile and i started to get dizzy more and i don really noe what happen, i knew i was getting dizzy n dizzy and the stomach feel so uncomfortable too, the head getting heavier and heavier, and i heard my mum said my face turned white... and i believe this is worse than after i sit the pirate ship in genting... and my mum found out and she gave me water but its not working and i started struggling? she tried to rub my forehead but it make me feel worse and the more she try to help me, i feel worse.. i was trying to escape from her to help me XD lol.. in between i was asking my mum to bring me home but she don wan, cz she need to fetch students... omg tat time i tot i was gonna faint and die? XD she said my face was white and green and she worried of course.. oh ya tat time i was sitting not standing lol.. after tat the aunties tried to get some sweet for me and i ate the choc wit almond and the raisin? herm not raisin lol.. i sanked down my body and ate the choc and feel better LOL.. clap clap.. after about 10 min i went back to sit and still not stable.. wahaha.. after tat walk to the car and came back home.. ate something and drink a lot of soup..Xd but now i dono y started to feel uncomfortable again.. hahaha.. what a day~ XD anyway thank god i m still alive muahaha... and sorry for that too.. thank you my mama n her fren haha...

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闲........ 显......... sien....... X_X

wawawa so sien ar stone at home~ open the fridge repeatingly and upstairs down stairs travelling :( no outing bla bla~ sien sien... my dear frens ar anyone having holiday i wanna go out b4 i hav to go back cyber to face the walls again @.@ one more week to go n i hav to go back cyber lalala... scare of the results so never think of it @.@ ahh sien sien dono wat m i writing now lololo~ i wan outing LOL..

bought new hp n still i m super happy but i cnt show off to my sis cz my mum said she having exam don distract her :( lol.. anyway, tq ~ muahaha~ gonna charge it tomolo but not today scare my sis found out about it.. lol..
have a nice day~ gonna mandi now @.@

clap clap~ LOL

started to feel sien staying at home doing nothing even though its been a bz day for the first day came back home.. looking at the laptop almost whole day started from the moment when i woke up and ended at the moment before i fall asleep.. cant drive out to the city since i don have the courage to do so and i m still don have the skill for i always forget to take a look at the car around and behind~ lol... the same happened to me when i am crossing the road.. i din noe y i can cross the bz street during the form 4 n 5 when i was on the way to go to tuition by not using the bridge~ lol.. so now i hope there will be something to do but i don think there will be any family vocation since my siblings have to go to school and my dad have to work.. oh ya i am waiting my dad to bring me to lowyat to buy a new hp and hopefully he wont break the promise~ anyway i jz woke up from sleeping and its so sticky bcz its hot in the room T.T feel so uncomfortable~ in the meantime i m side seeing my sis doing her face checking and sms-ing with her ahherm~ LOL.. reporting it for fun since i m really so sien hahahaXD and now she is putting her head on the table~ stoning? XD k stop here~

enjoy ur day and holiday~

tadaaaa~!!!! yesterday's pic~

first i went gathering and these are the pics~

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my leng lui frens~ i m da photographer :)

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like this pic personally hahaha~ XD

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n this is wat i ate, sesame rice ball.. left one only~ XD

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now the pic for my papa bday celebration :)

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again i m da photographer~ they smiled from the heart isnt it? ^^

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papa cutting the cake n he smiled again hohoho~
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the cake being cut~ haha.. have no time to take the pic of the cake b4 being cut for lacking of time..

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at night my dad brought me out to buy :

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new cooling pad wit led light~ i wished to have one with led light and here i m having one.. XD tq~^^

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and this is the earphone i bought... along with a mic.. yeng lehh.. LOL

tats all for the pics~ have a nice day~

muahaha today i did smt which i never do b4 which is surprised my papa by giving him bday celebration~ anyway, initially i was being asked to go out wit frens since they asked me to go out earlier.. but thn today is my dad bday and i was struggling to decline or not? or maybe delay the time? this is bcz there are 3 open houses~ 3!!! at my housing area and one is my dad's fren which is at the balakong area~ and my mum asked me to go T.T my dad fetched me in cyber at about 10 smt? i was thinking to wake up earlier but thn i cnt make it and end up my mum called me and asked me wake up to prepare but i never prepare but switched on the pc and do some editing works.. lol. was taking bath and my mum called and told me dad is coming lol~ prepared immediately and luckily i made it on time, maybe bcz i was being rushed b4 to pack in about 15 min? muahaha~ XD and finally my dad came and brought me home.. he told me we going for open house one at 12 smt, one at around 3? and one more around 6pm? LOL its freaking alot.. and at tat time i struggle more :( and finally i asked my fren to delay the gathering to 1pm and decided to go for 12 pm open house~ but when i reached home i was told they going at 1pm.. tat time i was like, o m g~! shit! how?! XD thn finally i told my mama i going out soon and at first she teasing me but i said i going to buy my dad a bday cake and she said 'oh, buy cake arr.. ok la ok la~ ' XD but i dono how to tel my dad since i promised him tat i m going for 12 pm tat one~ around 1230 they told us they going to eat n i tot ok maybe i can stay for about half hour and go out? but my mama wasnt in T.T after tat my dad asked us to prepare T.T but luckily i told my sis i going out with my frens and she never noe tat i haven tell my dad and she told him.. muahaha~ even though i felt guilty for tat but i can do nth for tat.. i saw my dad's disappointed face :( but he knew my fren was infront my house d so he jz let me go out~ lol..

now is about the gathering LOL... o m g its gonna be a very very long story for this post~ XD okay here goes.. i tot there will be only 3 of us going jusco for movies and lunch but after tat see hun told me there will be 5 of us~ lol.. anyway, its nice to have more ppl lol.. after going to fetch xuan li we went jusco and meet the other 2 infront of the cinema~ watched surrogates~ herm, the movie is not bad though~ after tat we went for a walk and went back home~ lol... oh ya b4 tat we went for lunch and i ate sesame rice ball muahaha~ after sending xuan li back home we went to buy cake for my dad~ we bought cake at King's in tesco, fruit cake with laichi filling~ my papa mama said its nice~ lalala~ oh ya, bought 2 pieces of cakes for see hun cz i owe her bday present LOL... after tat we went home and b4 tat i called my mama asking here where are they and i was told they are coming back home while i reached home.. LOL i was like, waaa, how how how? see hun asked me to go in faster and i think yes i have to do so XD say bb to see hun and i went in~

here start the bday part.. after i went in and i thought of giving my dad the bday cake after he go in the house and without any preparation.. i was rushing tat time and finally done with the candles and after tat i pop out infront of my dad suddenly with da cakes and with the bday song~ lol.. i asked my siblings to sing but none~ i have to do it solo but nvm lar as long as my papa happy LOL.. i can remember his respon like, har, wats going on~ XD XD i think he will never expect tat me, her daughter will buy him a cake and give him a bday celebration.. haha.. hopefully he really felt happy jz now.. anyway, i m having no experience in leading a bday celebration.. my dad blew the candles without making any wish :( but he said nvm lar lol.. thn i helped thm to take pic and of course including all my family members except for me for im the one holding the camera.. bcz i know its been so long we never take family pic.. my dad cut the cake and eat.. haha.. i asked nice or not he said nice.. my mama oso.. hahahaXD oh ya the reason y i bought fruit cake its bcz i think my dad dont really like chocolate and those 'kao kao' flavour things.. lol.. and i think i made a right choice muahaha~ but i see my mama jealous lehh~ haha but she gonna have a great time next year if i can really make it~ god bless me.. so conclusion i m happy for seeing my papa n my mama enjoyed.. hahahaha~ anyway, hereby to wish my papa stay healthy forever~ stay younger too~ hahaXD oh ya, about the candles, i told the worker my to give me candles for 51 years old and she gave me 42 T.T i never notice bout tat and i found out in the car on the way back home.. aihh.. reckless.. but i told my papa the worker did mistake and again he said nvm lol~ stay happy forever too.. hahaha...
kk tats all for my one day story telling, it took me about half hour~ lol...
have a nice day~^^

went to genting straight right after the exam finish and i got only 10 min to pack cz i jz went back from exam T.T ... o m g tat time was so freaking rush tat i was keep shouting in the room bcz being ask to pack fasterT.T thn start our journey to genting, again? lol... went to titiwangsa station, waited a fren from melaka thn set fourth, arrived genting at around 4 smt and checked in, went buffet tat costed me RM63~!!!! (heart ache~ XD ) kinda a lot for the food variety and of course, i m the first one KO XD, i ate to the max and unable to consume any food~ hahaha... first time i feel so miserable to eat~ XD after tat went to bar? but i never drink any beer for i m resisting my self from drinking it and i was having sorethroat~ sorry anyway for insisting~ after tat went back to the room and i was sleepy + tired + leg pain +sick = gg and i unable to have fun lol.. sorry again~ sleep at around 2 smt? woke up for dono how many times and heard voices and of course its human voices LOL... never go for hotel breakfast buffet even though its free cz i was freaking tired tat time and end up 3 person went for it only~ checked out at around 10 am smt and went theme park~ played spinner, dono wat wat, the elephant thingy LOL (childish) , roller coaster, and? i think tats all~ not many we played~ thn went for lunch and one of us went back at 2.15 ~ and we went for cable car, bought ticket to pasarakyat.. o m g here start the tiring journey~ we reached pasarakyat and walked to monorail imbi station, from there we took monorail to hang tuah? which is the next station only but we wasted quite a lot of the time waiting the monorail cz the ppl there like sardin~!! reached hang tuah, bb to another fren, cont our journey to bandar tasik selatan, this time we took LRT, its still a lot ppl but at least, its much more better thn monorail jz now~ T.T reached bandar tasik selatan which is the 6th station from hang tuah LOL , bought klia transit ticket to putrajaya central and we did smt against the rule muahahaha~ not going to tell here =p and we took bus from putrajaya central to cyberjaya~ the ticket so expensive~ T.T from rm 1 raised to rm 2~ and thn finally reached cyberia sweet cyberia XD took '11' bus to reach my so call 'home' sweet 'home'~ XD and my house got only my roomate~ pity her being alone~ lol... told her about the journey LOL and i haven take my bath yet T.T and keep sneezing jz now... o m g i feel heaty now~ exhausted and the leg is so freaking pain now~ okay, tats all for my story telling to genting for beta year first sem sem break hahaha~XD hope all those having holiday now will be enjoying the holiday :)

have a nice day ^^
oh ya one more thing, have a nice rest~ XD

one more paper to go and i really scare that i cant passed the subjects... if it is a yes, what i have to do ? sigh~ anyway, not gonna think about it so much until the result is being released..
good luck everyone ~ !

gonna sit for 3 papers continuosly start from tomolo~ T.T its gonna be a very very hard time~ lol.. so again, good luck for those sitting for exam~ aza aza fighting~!!!! LOL XD gonna be crazy again after finishing the exam XD

leng luissss~ XD XD

arghh couldnt find any nice pic that satisfied me to put here... lol.. so i can only wish using words but not pics..
so yea, happy mooncake festival a.k.a mid autumn festival~ !!

enjoy ur day ^^

wooopppss 2 in 1 passed and the first one drag me to the hell LOL seriously i can tell u i will fail in this paper cz i really dono what i did @.@ okay i lazy to talk so much of it, conclusion its totally gg lol~ and i was thinking of what to do after i fail the paper muahaha~
the 2nd paper should end at 5 but i used less than 1 hours to finish the paper muahaha.. kind of proud XD hopefully i can pass~ 0.0
so today gonna be a day without studying for being stress up and sleep for only 2 hours T.T 2 hours lehhh... LOL.. gonna sleep kao kao after this muahaha~

have a nice day~ (currently listening to gee - snsd LOL XD)

facing OS prob... my thinking and what i typed went wrong for so many times o m g.... gg-ed.. oh ya now k-ing book T.T whole day did nth with roomate and i totally don have the pressure :O its seems like i not going to have any exam tomolo... @.@ but still, its a fact tat i have to sit for exam tomolo so, study!!!!! XD

good luck + good luck + good luck!!!!!!!!

o m g i jz woke up and took bath..! and i counted the hours left and its not enough time for me to finish both the moral and field theory... gg.. anyway, i seriously hope that the exam will pass as soon as possible i don wanna be so stress and tension etc...
conclusion, exam the trouble maker ! :(

good luckkkkkkk....

and remember don put too much of stress and tension but jz try ur best will do in the exam~ over stress and tension will bring extra prob :(

tadaaa~~ (2 pics only XD ) oh ya pics is being edited~

the place with the brightest lamp post is locating where i m staying now.. lol the highest floor :(

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like this pic~ got the kind of feeling ~ XD

oh ya,previously i wished to stay at here in the new town house and i m staying here now LOL..(for the reason it looks nice for the appearance and design LOL ) thx anyway ^^

k tats all for the pics~ XD

went out stoning alone again, at about 2am.. what to do the heart is broken *ngek ngek* LOL.. this time i walked so far away to the old town house there and used the shortcut walk to the play ground in front of block b1 lol~ XD i wasnt dare to walk tat far but my heart asked me to do so and i followed my heart or maybe don have the willingness to go to the other place.. wanna try to stay in the playground alone in the midnight..? kind of scary but it works in healing my heart.. muahaha.. maybe for temporary? i wished miracle happened and yet it never happen.. maybe we shouldnt rely on the miracle?? haha.. but i don dare to disturb again so jz let it be.. LOL talked for so much.. *slap* back to the topic LOL and i was stoning in the playground on the swing and its feels good XD i wondering if there's invisible thingy there.. oppps... @.@ anyway i hope i never bother 'them'.. sorry if i did.. :( saw some ppl walking around..(real ppl @.@) and the moment i was stoning, the mind is totally empty.. whoa~ after being healed for around 15 mins?? (never count the time nor look at the hp) thn i walked back and still, i used back the shortcut LOL maybe i don wanna pass the swimming pool.. @.@ and finally came back home and typing here :) anyway, i feel that i m fussy ? 0.0

k stop here.. have a nice day ~~

oh ya, theres some pic taken and maybe will be uploaded since its been soooo LONG i never upload pic here:(
feel dizzy now but dono y... @.@

tq very much i noe wat to do now