everything was going so WELL.. hohoho~! think think think.. siao siao siao~ kakaka.. day still have to go, the only way is squeeze it in da heart, and wait until it burst.. hahaha! waiting waiting waiting..! XD but i don hope to go mental hospital! XD i need my ex classmates to go hang out~~~ woo~~ i wan to go sing k ar see hun, faster organise a gathering n go sing k la.... i m dying here.. hahaha~~
erppsss...... nonsense here.. hahaha!
have a nice day everyone~~~~~~~~~~ weeeXD

whoa, i have started my beta year and first week gone, second week oso coming to the end.. i seldom blog recently, no reason, maybe nothing special happened.. wahaha~~ anyway, i was so pek cek jz now, my presentation for moral this moral was sucks like hell!! o m goodness, i couldnt believe my brain gone blank jz now and i simply bla something.. aihh.. next week gonna have another presentation.. shit..! moral subj need a lot presentation... i m going to die very soon... i hate presentation!!! T.T faceless....... hope i wont get shame again for the next time.. i will die for tat, maybe knock the wall??XD beside this, i see things happening again.... what else, unhappiness.. emo.. *sigh* and its among my fren again.. aihh.. what to do, human are not perfect and they are emotional so am i.. but i jz don hope that they will unhappy bcz of frens around.. but sometime, we have to be very very careful in treating a ppl... think before u talk but sometime it doesnt.. so things will go other way round.. i jz hope that everything will go smoothly, or at least, live together wit toleration.. hahaha.. understanding is needed a lot.. argh. whatever.. so, thats all for today.. kakaka~ see u next time.. lol.. ss

i am freaking depress now..!!! y i depress, dono.. and what i did? hahahaha! i guess nobody noe.. aihhh.. why should i get depress now.. why why why~ bz of my so call narrow n complicated thinking? maybe~ lol.. heart being cut again.. hahaha! its pain lor~~ lol~ drop by here to release some of tension and i guess its helping, 1%?? haha~~ btw, i m home now, and will return to cyber on sunday....... sorry for not updating for so long... have a nice day btw...

hereby to recommend one song.. one piece 207 opening song.. its nice.. haha.. passionate..

whoa, first day for beta year~~ herm, going smoothly?? not bad larr.. i went for only one class today for the reason the class is being cancelled alot and not tutorial for first week, this is common for our school.. haha! er, actually there should be 2 class but i missed one?? should i say that? yea, i think so.. haha~ i tot the class is being cancelled but no~~ pai seh~~ so, the end for today~~ lol

finally, i got back to cyber, but with some kind of unhappy feeling.. i scare i cant adapt my self to the condition.. aihh.. worrying about the class somemore.. i hope everything will be going smoothly~ god bless me.. haha..
welcome back to school everyone..! lol.

hiyaa..! morning.... ^^

holiday random update

it has been a week for my school holiday and what i did and doing are games~~ online chatting~~ music~~ haha! this is what did and doing... lol.. of course, there still some other things for me to do, gathering, only twice and my frens some are having gathering more than 3 times... fuhh.. envy~~ i wish to go out but my fren sometime ffk.. err... what to do, promises will not in my dictionary anymore, never~~ of course, its not bcz of my fren ffk but some other things.. maybe forgotten? or intentionally wanna do tat to me?? who noes.. i was told to noe, and yet, vanished~ oh well, its very kind to me.. hahaha! nvm~~ i am getting use to it~~~ well well, stop babling here.. hahaha! er.. so, there will be less than one week to go for me to get back to my school sweet school.. lol~ swt~ but somehow, i am now worrying about the results.. arhh! think about tat, it make me down for thousand times! herm, i was having a horrible day today.. yea, today~~ being ignored?? being isolated?? hahaha! again, its ok for me~ even though i cnt be as cruel as them, but at least, i can learn! @.@ i don hope to be cruel but i don wan to be treated liek this~T.T whatever~~ so, i hope my holiday will end happily?? haha.. i am going to attend my cousin wedding this sat and i will go back penang~ hoping not much~ i will jz think what i should bring to my new home.. hahaha~~ k.. tats all for my holiday update.. not nice to read actually, somehow, a place for me to release tension.. haha! k, have a nice holiday all my frens~~

one word..
depression !!!!!!! ~~~~ =.= *sigh*