a day to alamanda... hahaha.....

wahaha...
wed after exam, my fren heard tat yest the class will end earlier,
bout 2 pm...
thy plan to go out..
thy ask me i say yes yes!!!
lolx..
gila alrd..
maybe bcz of the exam the tension,
suddenly wanna go out n i hv been so long never go out since i sick during the midterm break..
haha..
thn thy go n ajak fren..
lolx..
thy decided,
i decide nth lo..
haha..
finally thy decide to go to alamanda,
the nearest shopping centre in putrajaya from cyberjaya..

the next day,
opportunately,
most of us wore black colour..
haha..
geng...
thn after, thy said wanna ask the fren invted to wear black while thy will change their shirt!!!!
lolx!!!!!
gila!!!!!
thy sengaja, wan play meT.T
i dono y thy wil gossip bout me..
cham a..
tanpa pengetahuan digosipkan...
-.-'''
luckily thy din change also..
n 5 of us wore black while the 6th wore red..
haha..
contrast..
lolx..
luckily a..
kakaka...
after tat, thy senjaga walk in pair..
-.-''''
left me alone lo..
*pengsan..
i alone still ok, but thy wanna match us...
aiyoooooo....
T.T
speechless..
luckily he don care so much,
if not, i will loose one fren..
i don like to loose any fren k?
so awkward tat time..
finally ok alrd..

so,
we went to shopping lo..
i saw mp3,
lolx..
i dono y suddenly get a big force to ask me to buy..
cz act i hav been long time wanna buy mp3 lo..
my life hav to be wit music..
but unluckily my hp not enough memory,
i wanna change hp but mahal..
so, is the best choice to buy mp3..
haha..
is cost RM69 for 2 gb..
not really expensive wat..
hahah..
so after i ask for my dad permission, i bought it..
a green n small mp3..
the colour seems to be exactly the same as my pc colour lei...
perfect match^^
lol..
nice lei..
kakaka..
unfortunately,
bcz of my hp lousy camera,
i don hav the mood to take the pic of pc n mp3..
pai se..
but,
it really,
lookx nice..
kakaka..
this is the first time i buy such mahal things when going out wit fren.
lolx..
thn after tat we continue to shopping lo..
thn we masuk carrefour lo...
i saw the animation movie...
hahahah...
quite cheap, so i bought-.-
ki siao alrd..
it cost RM29.90...
got 12 movies..
i like the music in these movies,
so i bought lo..
kakaka...
org giler..
lalala..

anyway,
i saw the water bottle tat almost the same as my lost-water-bottle..
sad..
the colour not nice ler the new edition..
i lost my purple water bottle in my uni lei...
so sad..
lolx..
anyway, i din buy la..
not nice also..
kakaka...
i bought one sushi oso..
i like...
lalala.
act i decided to buy the packed one..
but so many..
scare unable to finish..
next time la, when i go back my home,
my fren ajak keluar go jusco thn i go buy..
lolx..
jusco one nice ler..
lalala..
but i noe sushi king one nicer lo..
lol..
but i never been there n it cost a lot..
so tak pernah beli lo..
kaka..

finally,
we go makan..
cost bout RM4..
nasi campur..
but nice lo..
haha.
cz in hostel cnt eat some of it..

so totally i spended RM 111.60..
RM1 + RM1 + RM69 + RM36.60 + RM 4....
O M G!!!!!
so much...
die..
if my parents knew tat,
thy wil chase me wit parang..
lolx..
thy wont la..
kakaka..
but i waste a lot lei..
so,
from now on,
i hav to budget..
-.-''''
one meal onli can cost RM2.50 maimum...
kakaka..
i don think so i can do it..
but i will try my best..
or else next time i go to do some part time job to earn money lo...
lolx..
sorry mama papa..
cz waste ur money....
pai se...
kakaka..

anyway,
after the shopping,
very tired laaaa!!!
hahaha...
tambah lagi i sakit kepala oso lei..
lagi teruk lo..
but its fun..
hahaha..

but i hav to study lo..
phy 2 exam coming soon..
i scare phy exam a.
i hv to work very hard..
aih...
wat i worry bout is,
can i force my self to study??
if can no problem la..
if cnt..
fail thn how??
aih...

anyway,
so happy get a new mp3..
kakaka..
n too the collection of animation movie...
hahaha..

cham!! die!!!

cham!! die!!
the first two words i said after the pre calculus midterm test 2...
lolx..
really wan pengsan...
but so relieved..
hahaha..
until like wan pengsan!!!
lolx..
i tot i m the one will die cz i use onli 2 or 3 days to study..-.-
regret lol..
hahaha..
i manage to run through all the chapters..
but unable to do the exercises..
i know tat if do exercise sure will very good in solving the question ler..
need experience ma..
got experience sure better one lo..
haha..
but i cnt do oso la..
haha..
anyway, i was so curious bout me..
i never get any nervous jz now b4 the exam even others worrying n so nervous..
but i knew tat i m a weido..
this is a fact..
kakaka..
by the way,
i manage to answer all the question la..
but secara buta buta..
haha..
i do wat i can do..
at least got answer lo..
mana tahu i so lucky get the answer correct..
haha..
but if really lucky..
very good lei!!!
hahaha..
but don jz do nth to get any luckiness lo..
dream la if liek this...
siot..
anyway,
i m quite abnormal now..
lolx..
maybe suddenly release such a big tension..
the body still cant adapt the condition...
wakakakakakakakakaka....-.-'''
pc..
i miss u so much..
lolx..
finally i can on pc..
kakaka...
after broke my records tat not online n on pc for one whole day..
almost two days lo..
so excited....
now listening to music...
enjoying....
like in the heaven..
wawawa..
but don worry..
even i used to say die die die..
but i m now,
at this moment, this seconds,
i still ALIVE..
hahaha..
haiz..
i nearly sot..
now still in the process of adapting to my body condition..
lalalala...
-.-''''''
lolx!!!!!!!!!
anyway...
starting to worry bout the phy a!!!
phy lab n phy...
the most scary one..
i dono how lei..
these exam wil coming soon...
huh..
i hav to prepare it earlier..
n i hav to see through the tutorials..
phy lagi susah thn pre calculus a..
the brain turning always...
huh..
so i hv to learn the technique to think to solve the answer a..
but now the most serious problem is tat i seldom do the tutorials a..
n i always pancing in the class..
so cnt concentrate during the class..
so unable to understand a!!!
how a????
commit suiside??
hahaha..
so hopefully i can force my self to study la..
don always sleepy n no mood !!!!!!
if not..
i will cry one a!!!
i scare to fail a!!!
even i sometime is the type of 'happy go lucky' person lo..
hahaha....
huh...
now become so tension..
aih aih aih.....
cham laaa!!!!!!!!
wat to do a!?!?!?!?
T.T

sei fo...!!

T.T!!!!!!
mummy a!!!!!
help me a!!!!!
huh...
i still haven finish study my pre calculus....
its midterm 2 will be on this wed....
today is monday alrd!!!!!
its from topic 4 to 7, but i still in topic 4 aaaa!!!!!
my god..
wan me die a???
lolx..
but i noe, its all my fault..
u noe wat..
friday n sat is free n nth to do..
but i hav wasted it n is spended by online n watching movie..!!!!
regret..
but no use..
i realised tat still got a lot to study but i unable to force myself concentrate in study..
everyday after wake up if no school, my hand wil automatically switch on the pc a..
thn the body will stick on the chair in front of trhe pc..
really gai lei!!!!!
i m now studying using money lei....
lolx..
pengsan...
wat to do a???
the onli onli way is...................................
control my self n force my self to study a.....
when onli i can study n prepare well for the exam automatically?????
i don wan to become lazy la....T.T
n i don wan too to disappoint my parents...
huh..

exam ah!!!!

huh...
the midterm test all coming n past without stop....
this week got..
next week got oso..
so tension..
but i lazy lagi-.-''
lagi teruk..
huh..
after all the midterm..
the FINAL EXAM coming too!!!!!
aiks!!!
cham!!!
final exam lei..
sure wil be a big different wit midterm ler....
haiz..
so scary....
now is not secondary school time lei..
i hv to pay money for all i study....
not rm1 per subject a..
is more thn hundred n thousand one a..!!!!
aiyooo....
mummy a...
hope miracle will happen to me la..
i wan to stdy n get good results la!!!!!!!
but when onli i can do tat?!?
argh!!!!

computer application tutorial!!! help!!!

huh..

when think of this..

i really wan cry liao la..

my c.application lecturer has been changed!!!!

dono y she stop teaching us for the tutorial..

replced by one new male lecturer!!!!!!!

when he went in the class yest,

i wan crazy already..

he start teach us without telling us bout wat..!!!!

hate a!!!!

when he teach us..

all of us, NOT UNDERSTAND!!!!

huh!!!!!!

very angry la!!!!!

u noe tat time, i like mogok alrd!!

bla bla bla in my place there..

i worrying..

i worry the subj i interested on will become subj i hate n i become lack of knowledge in the subj i interested on!!!

huh........!!!!

i really sad tat time..

dono wat to do..

i jz wanna learn a lot things bout computer..

if he jz simply teach us...

i cnt learn a lot..

i don wan!!!!

at tat moment..

i dono y i finally cry.,.

for berapa titisan...

lolx....

unbelievable...

sad sad sad..

when think of this...

uncontrol emotion....

i do hope tat my ex c.application tut lecturer wil teach us back..

even she quite fierce, but i still like her one!!!

i wan her teach back aaa!!!

but i think is impossible le!!!!

miracle wont happen on me.....

i knew tat..

hoping..

hope tat the new lecturer can teach us as pn suhaini..

if not..

i will be disappointed...

huh..

plz.............

my onli hope..

my favourite subj..........

huh....

worrying....

tension......................................

...no-title...

huh..

so fast sampai friday..

tomolo saturday....

exam lagi..

lolx..

haiz...

even i got so many free time, i dono how to make it become useful la....

wan do homework but cnt..

wan study cnt oso..

bcz of laziness n oso pc..

kakaka...

get addicted wit pc..

everyday wake up in the early morning..

automatically, the hand wil go to switch on the pc..

after tat cnt stop from online..

lolx...

no people bla me..

i cnt do my things la..

lolx!!!!!!!

anyway...

quite boring now..

hahaha..

everything..

no matter good or bad...

jz take it easy..

cz,

this is the one called - life....

kakaka..

saja wan say....

'the higher ur hope..

the higher the chance for u to get disappointed...

is better to take it easy everytime..'

miserable midterm break................

i jz started my school for the 3rd day..

after the one-week break..

feel so tired act..

kakaka..

b4 the break..

tot to enjoy the break..

maybe..

celebrate my bday..

or maybe can buy my self present..

muahahaha..

unfortunately..

after few days celebrate my bday,

i started to cough...

small case la..

hahah...

but, dono when,

after addicted wit pc....

after play pc..

i feel like so uncomfortable..

i feel like fever...

i tot jz nth one..

so went for a rest..

mana tahu..

during the rest..

i suddenly fever!!

getting hotter n hotter..

i thnk bout 38 'c or more thn tat..

cz a..

after feel like not fever, i went to see doc..

the nurse help me to take the temperature..

tak sangka masih 37.5 lei...

masih demam..

thn jz eat ubat after go see doc lo..

i dono whthr the ubat work or not..

i seems to be worse laa..

i bcome

+fever

+headache

+pening

+stomach ache

+cough.....

come by set...

lolx..

this is the 2nd time kena lo...

heavy sick..

the first time is during spm...

lolx..

spm lei...

the sejarah,...

uhh....

sick for one week lei..

so cham...

for being stay up late lar i think..

kakaka...

kena marah by parents..

haha...

now i kena..

oso almost one week....

T.T

act...

this one is worse thn the first time one..

maybe.

the 2nd time meletup will be worse.. gua..

hahaha....

but really....

it makes me feel like is better to die!!

miserable!!!!!!!!

walk for some steps...

my body start to becme unstable..

feel like wan to faint anytime..

tambah lagi..

energy used to talk oso not enough..

huh...

sit oso, cnt..

lolx..

so,

i end up wit lying on my bed..

for the whole day...

sleep n wake up is my activity for the day..

eat oso cnt..

stomach anti food...

kakakka..

the first time i sleep for almost whole day ler...

maybe this is the order of the god to ask me to rest for always being stay up late..

thk god..

hahaha....

so tat few days, i tak makan sgt...

breakfast..

lunch..

dinner..

3 in 1...

milo..

kakaka..

so good tat i still can hav milo...

if not i will kebuluran..

n wont blog here lo..

kakaka..

anyway,

sick really cham lei..

n this one is heavy sick lei..

lagi teruk...

no energy LANGSUNG...

walk oso cnt..

lolx..

wat i syukur was tat time i m in holiday....

hahha...

if not..

i cnt imagine i hav to skip how many class..

n maybe will faint for the first time..

kakaka..

n masuk hospital too for the first time excluded when is borned lo..

lolx

but hopefully don lo....

so scary....

kakaka..

betul ???

now..

i m becoming n back to normal status..

but still sick la..

n hav to drink the ubat yg GELI!!!!

my fren smell it oso cnt tahan..

i m sensitive people lei..

lg cnt tahanT.T

but..

i cn do nth..

argh!!!!!!!

so, hope tat don get sick again ler.....

scare liao...

now so late alrd....

lol...

still not yet sleep..

die!!!!

i don wan to back to sick status...

so pucat the muka..

kakaka..

but no people force me scold me i cnt go sleep one.

die die die..

kakaka...

org yg degil memang cmni...

dan jugak org yg pelik...

kakaka...

now so sleepy.

but listen to music...

okaeri..

nice ler...

keep on repeating..

but i knew tat i will get bored next time...

haha....

n i stil got so many hw hv to do ar..

die lo...

hope i don lazy liao lar........

lolx....

=P

new PURPLE flash drive....

i jz took this pic..

using new camera..

nice purple flash drive...

happy + disappointed.... huh...

yest,
i went to KLCC PIKOM PC fair wit my family..
i dono y my dad suddenly wanna bring us there...
anyway, i feel very happy la cz i wish to go there...
there was a lot of promotion..
quite nice..
unfortunately, i not manage to take any pic..
haha..
we bought a camera..
a laser printer for me..
n PURPLE flash drive.. for me too..
so nice ler the flash drive...
the last one selling there..

anyway,
i was informed tat there will be klwmbc tat nite..
start from 8 smt to 11..
i tot i can go..
cz i tat time in klcc..
quite near the stadium merdeka..
but tat time almost 9..
i ask my parents to let me go..
thy say wait..
so i wait n wait n wait..
reached almost 9.30...
after reached the car..
i ask thm in the car..
thy said.. NO!!!!!
huh..
so so so disappointed..
i janji people n ask this ask tat..
finally,
i cnt attend..
for so many time le..
not onli once..
haiz..
so sorry for tat..
hope wont angry....
so during the way back home.
my muka like muka 10 sen..
haha..
moody al the time..
after reached home oso..
haiz...
i feel so guilty lei...
again..
sorry....

anyway, the reason y i hoping for the present is tat...

cz previously i get present during my bday..

tats y i will put hope when there is my bday lo...

now din get any present, sure upset one...

hahaha...

2nd of august.........

today, i went for gathering organized by my ex classmates..

act theis motive is to celebrate 3 people bday..

included me...

i reached there at about 11..

fetched by see hun...

first..

we went to sing k..

there was bout 11 people went for the gathering...

dono y we hav to seperate into 2 group..

huh..

so we start to sing k..

my room there, initially no people choose the songs..

so,

i jz pick some songs...

no people sing..

wat the song i like,

thy don like..

huh...

so,

i jz keep quiet..

after sometime..

my fren came suddenly wit a cake..

thy wished to surprise us i think..

unfortunately, sorry,

i jz stare at him blurly..

without any surprise..

so, 3 of us, yeong kang, bi qi n me cut the cake..

chocolate moss cake..

nice act...

like..

we took some pic..

thn we start makan food..

after tat onli eat the cake...

anyway,

even got cake..

i still got the feeling of hoping..

haha..

hoping for... - present...

greedy huh...

but...

i m a weird people..

is normal to hav weird thinking n attitude..

so,

i jz hope tat thy will give some surprise...

waiting n waiting..

eventually...

i dissapointed..

my fren told us, he wanna give us bday card,

but, he bought ONE...

funny huh...

so....

my feeling full wit excited gone..

replaced wit a moody feeling....

so, after all, i bcome so quiet n smile gone from my face, too...

my feeling was..

down..

thy decided to watch movie after tat...

act i decided not to watch....

unwilling...

wit moody mood, can i watch movie??

huh..

i feel like wanna scream as loud as possible..

but, i cant...

finally, i went to watch...

the mummy...

my thinking bcome more complicated after went inside the cinema..

n, unfortunately, i lose control...

i cried..

jz for awhile...

no body noticed..

sometime, cry can reduce our sadness..

but, jz some of it..

finally..

the movie finished..

went out wit a more stable mood..

thy decided to buy present for us..

i say no..

thn i went away..

let thm discuss while i went to walk..

finally...

thy din buy la..

but, still ok la.............

haha...

i say this, i m like bluffing my self..

huh..

so, after all, my hope all gone....

i still quiet n forced my self to smile when it is needed..

huh...

i dono y i hav such idiot thinking..

y i m such an abnormal people..

y don i open minded??

argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i wan to scream, again..

but, i cnt..

all the unwillingness, patientless hiding in my heart..

painful..

- today.....

my patient is extremely limited..................................................................................................

sorry......

BoRinG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

o m g!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

boring a.....

huh..

my fren one go dating shopping..

one balik rumah..

room mate dono go where liao..

msn not many people online tat time..

argh!!!!!!!!!!!!

boring a....

y so unlucky one...

hahaha...

my bday full wit boringness today..

hahah..

now sitting on the chair in the room alone listening to music online..

huh..

can do nth..

wanna release my boringness,

so i blog lo..

hahaha..

act if i go back hometown, oso wil be boring ler..

huh.

somemore have to bring so many things back...

heavy n malas nak bawa la..

aih......

boring boring boring..

sien sien sien..

chat wit people the people so serious,

ask one answer one..

argh!!!

aih..

is it this is all my balasan..

for being dono wat....

T.T

even i sometime wont feel boring even alone..

but today,

i feel like so so so boring..

maybe today is my bday ba..

previously, i will celebrate in my school..

so happy tat time..

so many people greet me tat time..

receive so many presents....

now..

argh..

sudah la...

is ok one act...

lama kelamaan will biasa one..

tabah n sabar!!!!

kakakaka..

but, still cnt..

boring..

dono how to express boring le....

T.T

cake + hp.....

cake thy bought...^^

thy sacrificed n walk bout 2km..

pity them....

thx ya..

hp of my fren tat kena cream..

looks like telur on hp..

so geli n creamy..

kakaka..

this is the one supposed to put on the cake..

kakaka..

bcome present...

geng..

kakaka..

p/s: this is the first time i celebrate my bday in the midnight in the uni... haha..

b4 n on the 1st of august....

today...

i dono y my heart seems like tied wit so many thousand of stone..

so heavy..

haha...

having this feeling during phy class i think..

but i think b4 tat oso got la..

haha...

maybe wil get disappoint lo..

kakaka..

even the day b4 31st july i sleep at 4.30 am..

i still not sleepy..

at all..

miracle!!!

hahaha..

so after next i jz full with hope lo..

during the night,

i do my assignment in my room alone..

loneliness + hoping...

weird feeling..

after next..

all the wishes msgs coming..

one by one..

so surprise n happy..

got people somemore call me..

terkejut..

hahah..

so i turn up not to be moody lo..

haha..

(weird people having weird attitude..)

when i wanna search for my neighbour, thy gone..

dono where thy went to..

i sms thm,

first msg not replied,

the following one reply n written thy eating supper-.-

so late in the night eat supper?!?

unbelievable..

thn came wit the msg written my fren jatuh...

she dono wat to do wit my another fren..

thn i terkejut so go down lo..

mana tau after i go down,

she tilt her leg..

seems to be so normal..

i pon ade sedikit byk meragui..

haha...

thy asked me to sit down..-.-

so funny...

my head full wit question marks..

kakaka..

but act i saw plastic bag..

n i guess is cake geh..

clever lei..

so i sit lo..

thn thy dono talking bout wat..

thn suddenly muncul one people kat belakang tiang-.-

menyebabkan i screamed..

kakaka..

luckily the pitch n the volume stil not very high..

if not..

i sure will kena sue one..

kakaka..

so surprised n touching...

but i dono how to express it..

kakaka..

so happy even tak sampai 2 bulan study kat mmu, still got people can celebrate bday wit me..

glad.....

if not..

i wondering how m i now..

hahah..

so,

we makan the cake which i dono wat is the flavour...

but b4 tat make a wish..(never wish during bday b4..-.-)

so pai se....

eventually we makan the cake lo..

my frens' cake both got jatuh kat meja..

hahhaa.

so cham..

thn my fren wan take pic wit me..

but i refuse..

cz i seldom take pic one..

kakakaka..

sorry lo...

anyway we do take the pic of cake geh..

n i play wit my fren hp..

u noe wat, one of my fren her hp terkena cake tat jatuh kat meja..

this still ok..

but after tat,

follow wit the another one,.

this time is my fault..

use her phone thn put on the the table on the cake..

kakkaa..

the phone..

eik..

creamy..

wakakak...

luckily now has been cleaned by me..

hahaha..

thk god.

if not, i dono how lo..

i will feel guilty one...

btw,

jz now got one guard came..

to chase the guys in gal block...

one of fren act hav to go one, thn finally she din come liao..

haha..

if not very kesian lo..

hav to walk back..

hahha...

eventually,

i feel so happy n surprised for wat thy hav done..

touching..

hahaha..

thx ya^^

thank you very x 100000 much..

hahaha..

but anyway, for i m who very greedy, do hope will get at least one present..

kakakka...

hope lo..

cz previously i get ma..

if one year no sure feel got smt less one ma..

kakakka..

jk....

again.. thx^^