its 12:14 pm of 31st december of 2009 now!!!!!!! n 11hours ++ later, it will turn 2010.. o m g.. in this year, it started wit sadness frustration n troubles i guess? n end wit more happiness... :) thx a lot even though sometime will make u emo or etc~ sorry for tat.. n now 2010 is sooo near n i wish all the best to all n my self of course.. waiting to see my result n make the last decision... hope it will be a whole new year :) anyway, i m now at home n hardly to hav any countdown or celebration wit fren or wit u :(
lastly, wish ALL of u, HAPPY NEW YEAR~!!!!!!!!! happy 2010~ all da best ^^

--promise--
a sensitive word~ lol (write for fun no other meaning lol)

its 12:44am no longer christmas for 2009~ this year is a special year tat its my very very first time to go to look for christmas decoration in so many places.. i think its many? right? haha... actually it wasnt on purpose to look for it n i can say its only for normal outing xD anyway, i enjoyed it especially wit all of them n him of course haha.. don perasan! xD jk jk~ anyway, its more special when it came to countdown for christmas which i never do since i was borned in this world? LOL i was being fetched to sunway pyramid by yew shen, thx to him again... reached there about 5 smt n waited for him to come to join.. in the meanwhile we was stoning @_@ n ate corn in cup each rm3 for small one n regular one cost rm3.50.. lol.. took around 15 min to finish it? lol... after tat, yew shen asked for movie which is Avatar n is highly recommended to watch, decided to watch in the end at 7.30pm... so after buying the tickets we went to Dragon-i restaurant for our dinner... i ate the spicy n sour lamian but unable to finish since the mee is so much lol..... sorry T_T i never want to waste the food.... after tat went for Avatar! xD its damn nice especially the animation n the scene in the movie.. there's light all over the places n damn nice! i wish it exist in this world, i mean the shinning tree n etc HAHA.. not the mammals or any other things only for the plants.. lol... nice nice.. :) one thing, i don like the seat there cz its too near to the screen which is the 2nd row n we hv to raise our head n watch... n my neck was so uncomfortable T_T anyway, its jz a small matter... after tat we went lepak since there is nth to do n its still early to countdown.. went mamak n took some drinks n bought the snow spray n started to enjoy the christmas.. haha.... i don really play wit it since the smell was stinky tat made me cough.. anyway, i enjoyed it, i mean the mood there lol.... at about 1am we wanted to go back since nth to do, sent yew shen to the entrance to let him go back to meet wit his fren which was coming back from ipoh, thn 4 person went back.... i stay overnight in his house.. lol.... maybe bcz of allergy or wat my face was so redish lol... the next day, went for breakfast n afternoon i came back to my home sweet home lol.... sorry for not telling so indetails for everything hahaha.... anyway, thx for the christmas celebration, i enjoyed it haha... thx :) tats all i guess... now i m stoning in front of pc n the eyes gonna close so so soon.... good night all.. sorry if typo or wat.. will correct them tomolo... sleepy now.. night!

if i can stop thinking now, i will.. i really hope to study but end up, i CANT... i studied nth today and left not much time for me to study.. i dono how.. can i really give up in the exam ? no i cant, i m not the youngest in the family n after me there are still 2 bro n 1 sis.. my sis graduated from secondary school n now she is waiting to enter uni.. i cant really do anything since there wil be finance prob if i waste money in changing school or wat.. but i really cant study now.. how? can anyone help me? i hope everything will be going smoothly after this

apologizing does not always mean tat u r wrong n the other person is right. It just means tat u value ur relationship more thn ur ego~ :) nice nice (from someone in the fb)

exam is so near now............... good luck everyone!

my stomach is recovered.. but not fully recovered.. lol.. anyway, exam is coming soooooo near n i hv to sit for 4 papers in the exam... 3 days continuous continue by one day electronics exam, which falling on 29th dec... ahhh tats torturing since the previous paper is at 23rd dec.. sigh.. n this make my holiday shorter... even though i don really like to stay at home but i noe my frens are done wit stpm and maybe i can force them to come out lol.. :( anyway, can do nth wit it n i stil hv to bear wit it.. anyway, i wondering how will be my result since it will make me to either stay, or leave.. lol.. hopefully i can make my self study... i don really hope to leave.. lol
good luck~ ! anyway, currently doing assignment, first time doing assignment but of course i m not doing it on my own but being taught by roomate.. but thn, it's still a good start since finally i can make my self to do assignment... lol... good luck again n take care!

currently suffering from stomach ache without really knowing about the reason and today is the forth day and it started since monday night... T_T tot i would never skip any classes in this semester but in the end i have to take a leave from tat... ahhh.. and now feel lazy to go class.. but of course, is bcz the stomach still got prob.. anyway, i jz hope tat it will recover fully as soon so tat i can go out and eat something i like... lololo.... anyway, the doc told me to sleep b4 12 or i will be having a big trouble in my future... T_T good luck n recover soon my stomach lol... n take care everyone.. here to apologize for never update the blog recently~ kaka

so sorry cz cnt help in anything.. aihhh

wahahaha... my parents visited me jz now and went back.. they brought tonnes of food tat made me shocked LOL... but they brought most of them in a double set LOL.. apple aloe vera yoghurt drinks, soya bean drinks, maggi mee, soup~ i think tats all @@ my stock is being refilled LOL.. but i think overflow XD anyway, shocked n surprise when they came in my room to call me go down to take the stuff, i forgot to off silent , sorry papa mama LOL.. but this made me so happy XD i wished to go back to see them actually cz its been a long time since the last time i saw them... :( kind of miss them.. haha.. anyway, i wish them stay healthy and safety always ^^ i love my papa n mama.. :)

stone.................................................... aihhhh T_T

bruishes n wounds all around the body.... T_T

u're welcome ^^

i cnt add the subj in my course now.. ahhhh siennn.... waiting for the world to end LOL

ahhh currently i m stoning in the comp lab in the school to wait for the lect to come back from the class to sign the form.. damn freaking hungry ar.. but cnt go to eat but hav to wait.. T_T ahhh... hungry LOL.... wanted to dl anime but don have any pendrive or harddisk... gaga~ have to wait.. wait wait.~~~~~~ sien T_T

hopefully starting from now everything will be alright~

promises shouldnt be found in the dictionary ?

in the end, it burst but finally i stable back? tq very much ^^ time to rest........

muahaha the result came out d and i 'pass' LOL.. clap clap... anyway, i really shock wit my respon after i knew the result.. maybe i m numb wit it ? LOL.. XD anyway, i will still, not going to think about it first, take a deep rest thn will plan about it.. hahaha! hopefully i will be immuned again after this.. jia you~! LOL

i m sorry but have to say tat, i m dying now... tired of worrying, energy = 0% .. what should i do now? i noe i shouldnt think of it first but the heart is so miserable... i m now afraid to think what to do next.. i shouldnt do tat jz now... aihhhh..... i dono wat to do now, pray for miracle to happen..? perhaps?

wahahaha .....

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omg today is fri and new semester coming sooooooo near... @.@ i dono the result yet due to the chnges from the school... but i can predict how will be my result.. ahhh*imdead* anyway, enjoy ur holiday left! XD

ahhhh i found out tat i m having double eye bag.... T.T die liao.... hopefully it will be gone soon @.@
night~

something happened today at my secondary school compound when i was coming back from taking the 1119 certificate and walking under the sun.. i met my mum's fren and had a chat wit her about 10 min? after that i started to feel uncomfortable and feel dizzy and said goodbye to her and walk to my mum there, in between i feel not well and reached my mum there, talked abit since there were so many of ppl there.. feel more uncomfortable and asked for sit... sit for awhile and i started to get dizzy more and i don really noe what happen, i knew i was getting dizzy n dizzy and the stomach feel so uncomfortable too, the head getting heavier and heavier, and i heard my mum said my face turned white... and i believe this is worse than after i sit the pirate ship in genting... and my mum found out and she gave me water but its not working and i started struggling? she tried to rub my forehead but it make me feel worse and the more she try to help me, i feel worse.. i was trying to escape from her to help me XD lol.. in between i was asking my mum to bring me home but she don wan, cz she need to fetch students... omg tat time i tot i was gonna faint and die? XD she said my face was white and green and she worried of course.. oh ya tat time i was sitting not standing lol.. after tat the aunties tried to get some sweet for me and i ate the choc wit almond and the raisin? herm not raisin lol.. i sanked down my body and ate the choc and feel better LOL.. clap clap.. after about 10 min i went back to sit and still not stable.. wahaha.. after tat walk to the car and came back home.. ate something and drink a lot of soup..Xd but now i dono y started to feel uncomfortable again.. hahaha.. what a day~ XD anyway thank god i m still alive muahaha... and sorry for that too.. thank you my mama n her fren haha...

♥ stars ^^

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闲........ 显......... sien....... X_X

wawawa so sien ar stone at home~ open the fridge repeatingly and upstairs down stairs travelling :( no outing bla bla~ sien sien... my dear frens ar anyone having holiday i wanna go out b4 i hav to go back cyber to face the walls again @.@ one more week to go n i hav to go back cyber lalala... scare of the results so never think of it @.@ ahh sien sien dono wat m i writing now lololo~ i wan outing LOL..

bought new hp n still i m super happy but i cnt show off to my sis cz my mum said she having exam don distract her :( lol.. anyway, tq ~ muahaha~ gonna charge it tomolo but not today scare my sis found out about it.. lol..
have a nice day~ gonna mandi now @.@

clap clap~ LOL

started to feel sien staying at home doing nothing even though its been a bz day for the first day came back home.. looking at the laptop almost whole day started from the moment when i woke up and ended at the moment before i fall asleep.. cant drive out to the city since i don have the courage to do so and i m still don have the skill for i always forget to take a look at the car around and behind~ lol... the same happened to me when i am crossing the road.. i din noe y i can cross the bz street during the form 4 n 5 when i was on the way to go to tuition by not using the bridge~ lol.. so now i hope there will be something to do but i don think there will be any family vocation since my siblings have to go to school and my dad have to work.. oh ya i am waiting my dad to bring me to lowyat to buy a new hp and hopefully he wont break the promise~ anyway i jz woke up from sleeping and its so sticky bcz its hot in the room T.T feel so uncomfortable~ in the meantime i m side seeing my sis doing her face checking and sms-ing with her ahherm~ LOL.. reporting it for fun since i m really so sien hahahaXD and now she is putting her head on the table~ stoning? XD k stop here~

enjoy ur day and holiday~

tadaaaa~!!!! yesterday's pic~

first i went gathering and these are the pics~

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my leng lui frens~ i m da photographer :)

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like this pic personally hahaha~ XD

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n this is wat i ate, sesame rice ball.. left one only~ XD

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now the pic for my papa bday celebration :)

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again i m da photographer~ they smiled from the heart isnt it? ^^

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papa cutting the cake n he smiled again hohoho~
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the cake being cut~ haha.. have no time to take the pic of the cake b4 being cut for lacking of time..

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at night my dad brought me out to buy :

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new cooling pad wit led light~ i wished to have one with led light and here i m having one.. XD tq~^^

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and this is the earphone i bought... along with a mic.. yeng lehh.. LOL

tats all for the pics~ have a nice day~

muahaha today i did smt which i never do b4 which is surprised my papa by giving him bday celebration~ anyway, initially i was being asked to go out wit frens since they asked me to go out earlier.. but thn today is my dad bday and i was struggling to decline or not? or maybe delay the time? this is bcz there are 3 open houses~ 3!!! at my housing area and one is my dad's fren which is at the balakong area~ and my mum asked me to go T.T my dad fetched me in cyber at about 10 smt? i was thinking to wake up earlier but thn i cnt make it and end up my mum called me and asked me wake up to prepare but i never prepare but switched on the pc and do some editing works.. lol. was taking bath and my mum called and told me dad is coming lol~ prepared immediately and luckily i made it on time, maybe bcz i was being rushed b4 to pack in about 15 min? muahaha~ XD and finally my dad came and brought me home.. he told me we going for open house one at 12 smt, one at around 3? and one more around 6pm? LOL its freaking alot.. and at tat time i struggle more :( and finally i asked my fren to delay the gathering to 1pm and decided to go for 12 pm open house~ but when i reached home i was told they going at 1pm.. tat time i was like, o m g~! shit! how?! XD thn finally i told my mama i going out soon and at first she teasing me but i said i going to buy my dad a bday cake and she said 'oh, buy cake arr.. ok la ok la~ ' XD but i dono how to tel my dad since i promised him tat i m going for 12 pm tat one~ around 1230 they told us they going to eat n i tot ok maybe i can stay for about half hour and go out? but my mama wasnt in T.T after tat my dad asked us to prepare T.T but luckily i told my sis i going out with my frens and she never noe tat i haven tell my dad and she told him.. muahaha~ even though i felt guilty for tat but i can do nth for tat.. i saw my dad's disappointed face :( but he knew my fren was infront my house d so he jz let me go out~ lol..

now is about the gathering LOL... o m g its gonna be a very very long story for this post~ XD okay here goes.. i tot there will be only 3 of us going jusco for movies and lunch but after tat see hun told me there will be 5 of us~ lol.. anyway, its nice to have more ppl lol.. after going to fetch xuan li we went jusco and meet the other 2 infront of the cinema~ watched surrogates~ herm, the movie is not bad though~ after tat we went for a walk and went back home~ lol... oh ya b4 tat we went for lunch and i ate sesame rice ball muahaha~ after sending xuan li back home we went to buy cake for my dad~ we bought cake at King's in tesco, fruit cake with laichi filling~ my papa mama said its nice~ lalala~ oh ya, bought 2 pieces of cakes for see hun cz i owe her bday present LOL... after tat we went home and b4 tat i called my mama asking here where are they and i was told they are coming back home while i reached home.. LOL i was like, waaa, how how how? see hun asked me to go in faster and i think yes i have to do so XD say bb to see hun and i went in~

here start the bday part.. after i went in and i thought of giving my dad the bday cake after he go in the house and without any preparation.. i was rushing tat time and finally done with the candles and after tat i pop out infront of my dad suddenly with da cakes and with the bday song~ lol.. i asked my siblings to sing but none~ i have to do it solo but nvm lar as long as my papa happy LOL.. i can remember his respon like, har, wats going on~ XD XD i think he will never expect tat me, her daughter will buy him a cake and give him a bday celebration.. haha.. hopefully he really felt happy jz now.. anyway, i m having no experience in leading a bday celebration.. my dad blew the candles without making any wish :( but he said nvm lar lol.. thn i helped thm to take pic and of course including all my family members except for me for im the one holding the camera.. bcz i know its been so long we never take family pic.. my dad cut the cake and eat.. haha.. i asked nice or not he said nice.. my mama oso.. hahahaXD oh ya the reason y i bought fruit cake its bcz i think my dad dont really like chocolate and those 'kao kao' flavour things.. lol.. and i think i made a right choice muahaha~ but i see my mama jealous lehh~ haha but she gonna have a great time next year if i can really make it~ god bless me.. so conclusion i m happy for seeing my papa n my mama enjoyed.. hahahaha~ anyway, hereby to wish my papa stay healthy forever~ stay younger too~ hahaXD oh ya, about the candles, i told the worker my to give me candles for 51 years old and she gave me 42 T.T i never notice bout tat and i found out in the car on the way back home.. aihh.. reckless.. but i told my papa the worker did mistake and again he said nvm lol~ stay happy forever too.. hahaha...
kk tats all for my one day story telling, it took me about half hour~ lol...
have a nice day~^^

went to genting straight right after the exam finish and i got only 10 min to pack cz i jz went back from exam T.T ... o m g tat time was so freaking rush tat i was keep shouting in the room bcz being ask to pack fasterT.T thn start our journey to genting, again? lol... went to titiwangsa station, waited a fren from melaka thn set fourth, arrived genting at around 4 smt and checked in, went buffet tat costed me RM63~!!!! (heart ache~ XD ) kinda a lot for the food variety and of course, i m the first one KO XD, i ate to the max and unable to consume any food~ hahaha... first time i feel so miserable to eat~ XD after tat went to bar? but i never drink any beer for i m resisting my self from drinking it and i was having sorethroat~ sorry anyway for insisting~ after tat went back to the room and i was sleepy + tired + leg pain +sick = gg and i unable to have fun lol.. sorry again~ sleep at around 2 smt? woke up for dono how many times and heard voices and of course its human voices LOL... never go for hotel breakfast buffet even though its free cz i was freaking tired tat time and end up 3 person went for it only~ checked out at around 10 am smt and went theme park~ played spinner, dono wat wat, the elephant thingy LOL (childish) , roller coaster, and? i think tats all~ not many we played~ thn went for lunch and one of us went back at 2.15 ~ and we went for cable car, bought ticket to pasarakyat.. o m g here start the tiring journey~ we reached pasarakyat and walked to monorail imbi station, from there we took monorail to hang tuah? which is the next station only but we wasted quite a lot of the time waiting the monorail cz the ppl there like sardin~!! reached hang tuah, bb to another fren, cont our journey to bandar tasik selatan, this time we took LRT, its still a lot ppl but at least, its much more better thn monorail jz now~ T.T reached bandar tasik selatan which is the 6th station from hang tuah LOL , bought klia transit ticket to putrajaya central and we did smt against the rule muahahaha~ not going to tell here =p and we took bus from putrajaya central to cyberjaya~ the ticket so expensive~ T.T from rm 1 raised to rm 2~ and thn finally reached cyberia sweet cyberia XD took '11' bus to reach my so call 'home' sweet 'home'~ XD and my house got only my roomate~ pity her being alone~ lol... told her about the journey LOL and i haven take my bath yet T.T and keep sneezing jz now... o m g i feel heaty now~ exhausted and the leg is so freaking pain now~ okay, tats all for my story telling to genting for beta year first sem sem break hahaha~XD hope all those having holiday now will be enjoying the holiday :)

have a nice day ^^
oh ya one more thing, have a nice rest~ XD

one more paper to go and i really scare that i cant passed the subjects... if it is a yes, what i have to do ? sigh~ anyway, not gonna think about it so much until the result is being released..
good luck everyone ~ !

gonna sit for 3 papers continuosly start from tomolo~ T.T its gonna be a very very hard time~ lol.. so again, good luck for those sitting for exam~ aza aza fighting~!!!! LOL XD gonna be crazy again after finishing the exam XD

leng luissss~ XD XD

arghh couldnt find any nice pic that satisfied me to put here... lol.. so i can only wish using words but not pics..
so yea, happy mooncake festival a.k.a mid autumn festival~ !!

enjoy ur day ^^