hate ppl stepping on my bed :( aikz but cant do anything since my bed cant be fold always........ its becoming a carpet..... aaaaaaaaaaa!

image taken on 19th march at putrajaya. full moon :)

 

haiz. this few days i m always with some heavy stone in my heart, so heavy so don feel good.. :(
alone in the house, but even there is ppl in the house it wont really make chges.. sighh..

today is the first day for my first year degree after a one-month-holiday. sad to say tat, it was freaking SIEN. sorry dono how to describe tat :(
it lasted for 7 hours and it was tiring and the weather was sooooooo freaking hot n sticky. sigh. everything doesnt go well especially grouping. i hate grouping T_T have to decide who to go with. and the most stupid one is when it's media law class, the lecturer asked us to group 7 in one group and have to mix with diff gender, nationality and race. but end up there should be a race grouping. she said it is better to have mix the group member in variety ? n will get bonus mark but in the end she said its compulsory to do tat and for those don follow tat, drop the subject. STUPID @@ she don keep her promise. sigh. so everything goes so sien-ing. hope it will get better. i think i should have do more charity to bring good luck with me! all da best. anyway i m sooooo lonely here. sigh.
take care!

skies :)

sometime the brain should be cleaned up too like the comp to clean up those nonsense tat appear in the brain. jealousy, stupidity @@

sien aa!

today is your birthday!!! Happy Birthday to u my dear <3 <3  dono wat to wish u but always hope to see a happy u :) n all the best in ur study and also everything. gonna miss u for the next few months. 
Enjoy ur birthday :)
 

haiz started to think nonsense again after seeing fren's update in fb. i always hope to have good frens yet its not going to come true dono if it is my prob or not. or my attitude? or anything. i envy that they have been surrounded by good frens, that can have fun together. seeing the gift they have got for bday n comments and wallpost can know about it. bla bla bla.

anyway, i don hope to keep thinking this shit @@

take care.

wth. i m dammmmmmmmmmmmmmmn sien wit my mum n my bro zzzzz....
reason, my mum was making pizza, even i was a bit late to help her, but i helped her alot or maybe, i m the only one who helping her. =X she said i late to wake up and see how many things she did. =X but still i will help her right, unlike my 2 brothers, one playing maple story downstairs and one doing NOTHING and end up sleeping in the room wtf.
n things happened when i was mincing some ingredients, she asked me to sidai the baju =X swt lar i m half way doing my things lo. n what make me sien is bcz, my siblings all at home, today is public hols, most of them are free and meanwhile jz playing or doing nothing only, n y she never even ask them to help. after tat, she asked my sis, she was tired maybe after tuition, ok forgive her. she asked my bro, younger one, no respon. haiz. i dono is her problem or not she cant make my siblings to help her when she asked for one time. and not to forget about my elder bro, jz finish form 5, i told my mum he was doing nothing in the room and should ask him to help since he really doing NOTHING.......... but she din say anything... sigh. i dono the reason la whether she really sayang them alot that she donwan him to help or wat. he is not young anymore k. n most of the gal don hope their bf to be the goyang kaki at home type bf lor. anything la.. damn sien.
i hope he will ''wake up'' soon.. end.
(he jz woke up and walked downstairs, ENJOY UR PIZZA....)