haiz started to think nonsense again after seeing fren's update in fb. i always hope to have good frens yet its not going to come true dono if it is my prob or not. or my attitude? or anything. i envy that they have been surrounded by good frens, that can have fun together. seeing the gift they have got for bday n comments and wallpost can know about it. bla bla bla.

anyway, i don hope to keep thinking this shit @@

take care.