Currently, ''holiday-ing'' meanwhile waiting for another 2 exams that fall on 30th sept and 1st oct. The previous one at 20th sept. Wasting my time on my computer the whole day even though i planned to tidy my room today!! >.< anyway, i must tidy it later!! MUst!!
My friends are enjoying at Alamanda but I unable to catch up with them since that was a last minute call...... :( I wanna go and enjoy my self but no one teman me :( Anyway, my friends went to IOI redbox but I ffk them cz I m sick and I kinda tired lacking of sleep. Therefore, I have missed out an outing sobs!!
Meanwhile still thinking to back home or not, even though there is sometime for the exam to come, but if I go back, few days will be gone and the time will be lesser.
Anyway, I m 21st now, I think i need some changes for this significant age. Hmmm... I need to slim down of course, and currently on balance diet, need to keep going wit it. Need to change my attitude? to? someone that not to be so sensitive about the friendship thingy? fyi this matter keeps bothering me since a few decades ago lol. jz kidding but its been quite a long time that made me to feel so miserable and made me cry for a few times too. Even now it still bothering me, but for different person. Maybe I should ask others about my problem? >.< Besides that, I need to increase my confidence I guess. Oh yea, one important thing, I need to get my self to WORK HARDER!!! for everything especially my assignments!! I always been so lazy that I couldnt give 100% effort on it and I cant see my real ability which made me always feel regret but useless :(
(thinking thinking~~~ ) and also, to be with family especially parents more which i always don do that :( fyi I always prefer to live in cyberia more than at home, maybe because of the freedom here, the house here, the stuff here...... how bad >.< ok ok i need to improve that.
Wow it seems to be so many things i need to do for this year hopefully..

Alright! I hope I will get more self determination to live my life! Life is short, no more wasting it please!! hwaiting !!

Take care everyone and all the best in the exams :)