sometime, i jz dono if i m the causes of the prob of frenship in one group of fren... others seems to be so good to be wit each other but mine getting worse or maybe, i m getting isolated, or i isolate my self.. i dono.. but i don hope that i m the main causes... anyway, i m jz saying out here wit no purpose.. tats all.. enjoy ur day~~

first of all, happy bday to yong hooi khim !!! :DD xD

today is her chinese lunar bday. no ppl noe i guess, jz feel like wishing it to her xD

all the best to her and hope she will improve more from now onwards!! :))

i feel very very very very sien n need ppl to talk but no ppl wit me....... aihhhhhhhhhhh.. n i knew tat u did tat n i feel worse... i m tired but i m very sien oso.. but i guess i cant sleep yet.... the head all the things keep coming out.. the heart so not good..... sigh

What should I do

credit: kpoptranslations@blogspot / Version 1

Today you ask me how I am so confidently

I, without a doubt, told you I was doing well

You really don't know me well.

Do you think that I will be okay without you?

Are you really okay without me?

A world without you

I pitied myself for breathing through this difficult time

What should I do? I still live days where

I collapse at the words you speak

Please talk to me

Am I the only one going through this?

Please tell me if your days are painful day by day

Is it too late for me and you?

Do we have any more chances?

I still think about you

You may already know that

So is this it? Is this how it will end?

Are you satisfied how things are now?

I don't think I can be satisfied like this.

I don't think I will ever have someone like you, even til death

What should I do, my heart

I don't think anyone else will be able to hold me

Please hold on to me, you know

no matter how much you try, a person like me

won't ever be able to forget you, please hold on to me.

What should I do? I still live days where

I collapse at the words you speak

Please talk to me

Am I the only one going through this?

Please tell me if your days are painful day by day

Is it too late for me and you?

Do we have any more chances?

I still think about you

You may already know that

life is short, please appreciate every single second we live on the earth..

i witnessed an accident jz now, right in front of us, the waja bang the kancil, jz in a few seconds, the kancil turned 180 degree.. i stoned and dono wat to do oso.. after tat others went out of the car to help while i sitting in the car but i don feel good sitting alone inside.. anyhow, i feel relived that there is only one suffered more, others seems ok.. the gal sit behind i heard from my frens the head swollen n the blood coming out from the eyes the nose maybe some other part.. they called for the ambulance but the ambulance went to the wrong way =X so finally got back home n saw the police n ambulance going to the correct way... god bless them.. lesson learned, drive CAREFULLY n APPRECIATE every single things that surrounding us... i m glad that i m still here...

everyone is doing their own thing. i m here stoning alone.. sienz

yesterday night, wun sim asked me if i wanna go timesquare or not and i still cant make the decision. after tat i got the msg will set fourth on 9.30 but still not confirm wit my self yet. morning, being woke up by phone call and went out at 10.40am + . reached there around 12, took not much time though haha.

never start shopping yet but the food come first since we never take our breakfast yet. we went barbeque plaza but i don have the appetite to eat so i was being the cheft HAHA... smelling the taste can make the stomach full! oh yea i cook vege there oso haha.. they said is nice lol. thn i bought one fried sweet potato thingy from shi ling costed rm 4. the taste not bad but i ate only a few of it thn i don feel like eating it d. very 'ni'. sorry dono wats the word in chinese n lazy to find @@

after tat, met up wit 3 other classmates there. started to walk around, n i seperated from them since they looking for the shirts more while me, u know lar, accessories come first lol.. oh yea, one more thing, the decoration apple wit diff colour of light is soooooo nice n i wanted to buy it but one costed rm 10 T_____T the 'smiley' face thingy smilar like wat i bought for him, but for hp, the colour chged too!!!!! omg i really wanted to buy them all. but i bought nothing aihhhhhhhhhhhh even though there mentioned buy 2 free 1 @@ i dono y i love all the thingy with light!! haha... okay stop it @@ anyhow, i enjoy walking around seeing those stuff that i like haha.. i hope to get more money so i can buy them woot.

at 6 smt, we cannot tahan d n we met up for dinner n decided to eat mc d since its a lot cheaper compare to other one. (some lar ) but not really happy wit it at mc d there wit the stupid face cashier. i ordered happy meal wit burger but he heard it wrongly n he gave me nugget.. the face i really cannot tahan @@ but fortunately, i got the very cute doll from tat haha.. the sugarbunny! yellow colour n the girly one haha. adorable lol.. oh yea forgot to mention, i bought one white colour bag again, this time the type i like lol, the rectangle n white colour one haha. but feel a bit unhappy cz i saw some of the bag wit the same brand n similar design is cheaper :( anyway, i still ok with it lar maybe next time will buy it again but of course not the same shop. bought one wallet oso but it cant fit in so much things cz it will become so 'fat' after i put a few things inside@@ bought some 'circle' thingy bracelet but its wasting @@

so yea, after eating mc d, cont the 'walking' awhile thn we went lowyat cz wun sim wanted to redeem smt at there. the hand was so itchy tat i wanna buy things again but i manage to stop it haha.

at around 9 pm, we going back n reached home safely. thx for inviting me to join the trip haha. but now i pokkai d @@ good luck in saving the money from now onwards. 

 

the white colour bag

the sugar bunny

ahhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!! emo liao cant do anything liao lorr...
KANASAI........ aih... stupid

again, i m thinking alot, or maybe i m not.. watever.. but this make me cant get to sleep yet! aihh.... what to do... i m one narrow minded, i realized..

the watch is gone.... but i dono where i lost it... sighh....