wohoho~! i don wish to be emo-ing but i have started it but i don wish to, i really don wish to.. okay, today supposingly i will be going pc fair at klcc but thn i dono y, the plan had been cancelled and yea, of course i will be depress for it.. haha.. i said before 'kill me oso i wan to go!' but finally, its a fact that i cant go.. bla~ whatever.. so, started a bit of unhappiness but its still ok for me.. after tat, hohoho~ oh yea, i went out 2 times before this.. lol~ after this i guess i will be going out again if nth happened.. i have learned smt, but i learned it long time ago, the fact is i still cant get use to it.. the more you hope, it will only disappoint u~ so, don hope for anything to happen.. but thn u see, human's brain is use to think, if u don think, what is the uses of da brain?? haha.. i know it can be controlled not to think something u don wan to but most of the time u cant, isnt it?? aiyak, back to the track, went to jusco jz now wit frens to buy present for her sis whose bday fall on today... hereby to wish her sis happy bday~ lol... and of course i saw the present.. lol.. so, now i came back home and sit infront of the pc typing.. n thn i was told there will be less ppl going to attend the gathering which will be held tomorrow morning.. at tat moment, i was like falling from the tall building~ kaka~ of course, its brought me down~ kaka~ n thn, i asked chew win whether is there a need to cancel the gathering since not many going to attend... haha.. being scolded and she said its going to be held.. haha.. sorry chew win..... hope u r fine now.. so now, i guess its being settled... i hope so... err, don hope..! haha.. so, conclusion, i jz wish i can forget what is today's date and tomorrow's~ haha~ whatever~ bla bla bla~! k la, stop here, don swt reading my blog~ ==''
happy holiday for all my fellow frens~~!

5B 07 gathering on sat at jusco greenbox from 11am to 2pm..
thx for those coming~

by chew win~

tag 2~

1. What have you been doing recently?
music(all the time),computer,online,test and etc~

2. Do you ever turn your hand phone off?
yes of course~

3. What happened at 10am today?
i was still sleeping cz tired~ XD

4. When did you last cry?
ee~~ forgot~ XD but its this trimester~ kaka =0

5. Believe in Fate/Destiny?
yep, i think so..

6.What do you want in life now?
new hp, a dslr, a new chg of me my self.. haha!

7. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains or put up your hood?
if its heavy, i will~ XD

8. What's your favourite thing to do on bed?
sleep + listen to music~

9. What bottoms are you wearing now?
shorts~

10. What are the nicest things in your inbox?
dono werrr~

11. Do you tend to make relationships complicated?
if i can, i don wan to~ lol

12. Are you wearing anything borrowed from anyone?
no~

13. What was the last movie you caught?
ice age 3 in alamanda~ lol

14. What are you proud of?
my ex school bands~ 3 of it~

15. What does the oldest text message in your inbox say and who is it from?
greeting msg from my ex hp number~ lol

16. What was the last song you sang out loud?
lets see~ err~ 不想忘记你-郭静?

17. Do you have any nicknames?
err, yep~ quite a lot since form 5.. haha!

18. What does the newest text message say and who is it from?
chew win, content: she asking me to buy her in the fb for ffs application~ kakaka!

19. What time did you sleep last night?
about 3am~ late~ lol

20. Are you currently happy?
err, not bad~ cz listening to happy song, lol~

21. Who gives you the best advice?
lets see~ not sure~ =X

22. Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?
tak faham o~

23. Who did you talk to on the phone last night?
last night~ mommy~ XD

24. Is something bugging you right now?
yes of course, assignments, quiz and tests~

25. Who is the last person to make you laugh?
ppl in the show~ =X

26. Do you like yourself?
what do u think? XD

27. You want $5 or $10?
i want both~ XD

28. Do you think you are stupid sometimes?
of course~

29. Who is your best best best friend?
hahaha! dono~

30. What will you do if you like that boy?
do some stalking maybe~ =X most probably nth~

31. Who are your favourite stars?
no one~

32. You hate your mother sometimes in some ways?
yalorr~ XD i hate her nag~ lol

33. Do you had even stead before?
maybe?

34. What type of boy do you like?
no idea~ lol~ cz i never like any maybe~ muahaha~

35. Now are you single/attached?In complicated Relationship.
single~! XD

Pass this tag to 10 people!
erpss~
1. jac~
2. lin lin
3. key key
4. li ping
5. yin han
6. chew win
7. fitrah
8. pui kuan
9. xian xuan aka sheow shuang
10. siok jin

1. Would you date number 5?
yes! but dono when she got the time~ hohoho~

2. Number 2 just got in a car crash. How do you react?
call her n look for her..

3. You see number 9 with your boy/girlfriend. What do you do?
congratz~ ^^

4. You come home and and your room has been ransacked by number
she wont do tat, right li ping?? haha

5. Number 1 is acting weird.
whats happened?

6. Numbers 3 & 8 decide to give 10 a haircut.
good~ ^^ i want to see how it will be~ lol

7. Number 7 just got tickets for him/her and you to go to a concert.
tq~ lol

8. Number 10 takes you to a bar.
tak mau~ i never enter a bar b4~ muahaha~

9. Number 4 has to move to the other side of the world.
don~ T.T

10. You and number 8 are being chased by the cops for an unknown reason.
run n hide~ lol

11. Number 7 and you are sitting on the couch watching a movie when he/her wrap his/her arm around you.
@.@ excuse me~ XD

12. Number 5 asks you out to dinner.
ok ok~ when? XD

13. Number 9 and you are sitting on a bus.
going midvalley?? haha

14. Number 6 calls you in the middle of the night because he/she can't sleep.
anything i can help u ?? i m willing to help~ kaka

15. You're walking with someone and number 6 runs up and tackles you to the ground from behind.
u fever? XD

16. Number 1 is crying one day and you ask him/her why and it seems their boy/girlfriend has dumped them.
it happened~ u can share anything u wan~

17.Number 2 offers to bake you a meal. As you sit in the other room, the kitchen is suddenly aflame.
diminish the fire!

18. Number 4 comes to your door one day holding a koala.
can i hold it? lol

19. Number 4 just got you an X-Box.
what is X-box?

20. Number 9 challenges you to a children's card game!
ok, come come~

21. Number 1 thinks he/she's overweight.
no, she is not~!

22. Number 7 looks lonely.
whats wrong??

23. Number 2 asks you rudely to go leave her/him alone.
oh, ok, sorry..

24. Numbers 5 and 3 decide to throw a surprise party for you.
^^ thx !!

25. Number 6 decide to dye his/her hair black. What do you say to that?
she is with her black hair~

26. Number 7 tells you he/she is going to go out for a while, and then later you hear about a shooting where he/she went.
o m g! hope she is not there at tat moment~

27. You catch number 9 by him/herself, crying.
what happened? mind to share?

28. Numbers 1, 3, 5 and 6 all tackle you at once. Is it possible?
impossible~ =.=

tag 1~ tagged~ lol

What is your favourite number?
5?

What is your favourite colour?
purple =D but sometimes it need to depend~

What are you listening to?
tears of life-pokemon movie~ lol~ not tat nice~

upload a photo of the last person you see just now
eee, my roomate o~

Do you shop at Abercrombie?
nope

Do you have money?
yes, i have~

Would you take an ex back?
i don have any~ =p

Are you outgoing?
outgoing? err~ not really i think..

Are you gay?
i m a gal, so m i a gay? XD

What should you be doing right now?
i should do my study right now but i m answering the tags~ lol

THE DIDS:Did you ever want to be a doctor?
no~

Did you ever want to be a fire fighter?
no~

Did you ever want to be a teacher?
no gua~ i don like to teach~ @.@

THE DOES:Does your family have family picnics?
rarely~

Does your wallet have any pics in it?
yes i think..

Does your job bring you satisfaction?
not working yet, but did some part time jobs, a nice experience, so its satisfied~ haha

THE LASTS:Last person you hung out with?
err.. boon yan, lin lin, jing hang, eddy to alamanda~

Last car/motorcycle ride?
kancil~ lol

Last text message?
chew win~

Last baby you held?
forget lor~

Tag 6 person!!
anyone who read this tag will be tagged! XD

thx a lot for what u all have done~ lol~ dont know what to say, but thx for willing to waste the time to plan for it~ thk you very much~ lol~!

now, i realized that i actually is a useless ppl in the world.. reason?
- cant study well and lazy in study..
- noob in playing game and responding in the game..
- cant play trumpet very well and even looking at the music scores oso cant catch up..
- slow typing=.=
- not as good as those profession in taking picture
- cant draw a picture nicely
- not good in designing
- no self confidence
- not talented in anything~!!

and, many many more~~~~~~

conclusion : i m useless~! arent me?

white peacock~!!! nice~~!!!! ^^

my laptop is back to me... i will take care of u more than i always do... lol.. i love u laptop.. muahaha! but promise me don get into problem again~~ and one more, thank you my papa for bz contacting the dell technician to repair my laptop~ n bz travelling here n there to take my laptop n send back to me~ muahaha..! thx a lot papa!! kaka~ btw, i will be having engineering maths test tonight and in lab assignment for computer n program design tomolo...... aihhh... good luck for those going to sit for da test~

my laptop is dying.. get well soon plz.. T.T

at last, it disappoint me again.. but at least, its an advanced disappointment so tat i can ready for tat.. so tat i wont get my heart break into pieces but jz some part.. good what.. hahaa.! nvm, its ok, i m ok wit it... yea, this is wat i wil say.. aihh~ if it must be something like this happen to me, what can i do? if i cant escape, i still have to accept it.. ok, maybe i will sleep a whole day tat day.. or maybe, i can vanish tat day? haha! self shopping.. err.. not a bad idea but its scary because of the loneliness.. arr.. talk craps here.. go now.. bb~ lol

arhhhh!!!!! a biggggggggggggggggg sigh~ aihhhh.!

p/s: i do suggest that don read this post because it containing a lot of rubbish here.. tq for ur cooperation.. lol..

total unhappiness!! *sigh* after doing the lab, its began... i don hope i always get into depress but i cant control my self isnt it? whatever it is, i m now going insane..! and there will be moral presentation tomolo.. what the heck..! how am i going to do well in it.. and the slide i was told is not done yet and its me the one to do it.. yea i noe its my job but thn i was told someone was doing it and i don ask so much, and jz now i asked for it, the answer is no.. *sigh* i dono what to say.. if i m fated to be a failure, ok, fine.. i can endure it... arrhhhh! i cant tell anyone and i believe no one to tell, and so i wrote here.. so, to my blog reader, u can jz ignore this post, its jz tonnes of rubbish here.. sorry for that.. ok, i got to prepare the moral now.. i really wish that i will sick in a terrible condition so that i can absent from the class or maybe until friday... i m now freaking moody... end here~

yesterday, or maybe the day before yesterday, i dreamt of changing my course to faculty of~ hahaha~ and then i looks worried in the scent shown in dream after changing the course because i worry that i couldnt catch up the syllabus, but in the meanwhile, i was so fed up with the course i am taking now, cause i never even listen to the class and same goes to reality.. aih.. i have tried but i failed.. i knew that the syallbus is getting tougher, but i couldnt even touch the notes but only worry about it and plan to do something on it.. i m a failure right.. lol.. btw, i am still thinking of the dream whether its try to hint me on something? or guiding me? btw, i was so happy when looking one of the coursemate drawing anime on the lecture notes! lol.. its nice and the skill not bad too.. i wish to have that skill too.. haha. cz i still don have the idea to draw 3d anime~ end here~ =.= btw, wish me luck in the moral presentation.. arrhh~ i hate it seriously..!

sushi again.. woo~ but no more tat disgusting cream ~.~

whoa~ i went for sushi again.. and of course its alamanda again.. lol.. no phobia for me?? err. of course, it will be, but not really.. huahahha~ sorry ar papa mama.. i doenst mean to spend so much but nowadays i m addicted to sushi~ opps.. i will budget next week~ @.@ hopefully i can.. lol.. after finish eating, i went to buy big apple doughnut since it looks so nice... i bought 2, one is tiramisu wit the dono wat cream!!!! -.-.... @.@ when i think about tat disgusting cream............. i feel like vomiting..T.T~.~ one more doughnut but i m so freaking full... XD stop here.. lol... have a nice day~ btw, my leg recovering and its ok now...... XD bb~

i m addicted to sushi now.. o m g~ =p no pic here cz i cnt control my self seeing sushi~ swt~

desperate to get a new hp now~~~

sprained my ankle + scratched my leg + 2 blister on the leg + inflammation of the ankle = cham~~ T.T

hahaha~~!!! pikachu in sunway pyramidXD cute lei~