becoming ah ma... T.T

2nd post for today??!? err.. no.. first post in the early morning.. hahaha.. i was and i am wondering, what happen to the people today, i mean my frens, more than 3 of them not in mood, either sad, angry , depress and etc... eventhough i did emo before, of course, not today nor yesterday.... maybe i learned to control my self and i manage to control myself better? err.. i can say that, i learned to control my self.. wahaha... from what i learn? wakaka~~ anyway.. i really feel so depress when my fren not happy, i dono whether i selfish or what, i don like ppl to be unhappy but can only let my self unhappy.. maybe its because i will feel a bit of gultiness for not able to cheer up my fren and sometime, i dono wat to do to cheer them up.. sorry for that... and the only thing i can do is wait them to be happy, then, of course, i will be happy too for that.. this is a fact, no ppl hope their fren to be not happy, isnt it?? but then, recently, my fren, she face a big prob, and she sad for so long until now.. trying to cut her self and wanna die to get away from misery... i did say i wanna die i wanna die last time, just for fun??? maybe.. haha.. this time, i see her, say wana die, i say i wanna die, but no, we cant die like this, for what we die?? no point right?? when its time, we will get away from this world.. no ppl will know when they going to die, maybe, they will die just after this, not to say they, maybe me, will die after this?? after 1 second?? no one can predict it.. what we can do is, live happily and try to get away from those misery and unhappiness.. happy go lucky like me??!? yea.. maybe.. even though sometime its not really good, but then, if we care so much just for one things and wanna die just for that, dont u think that its pointless?? god gave us life to live here, to meet ppl, to make fren on the earth, to learn here, and we should be happy with it and do whatever useful to us.. don try anything to hurt the body.. lolz.. out of topic again, oh yea, when my fren she said she wana die and she use the pencil try to cut her wrist, the other fren did it, while i m the one doing nothing, i m useless right?? but, i did smt correct, if i cut, no one will stop them right???? moreover, i scare of pain, yea.. i scare.. even though injection, i scare-.-''' so, i wont hurt my self.. XD anyway, we shouldnt hurt our self, right?? aiyoooo.. dono what to talk now, *blank*

oh yea, so, we should cherish everything happen in our life and cherish everything given by the god.. everything happened, if its hurt a lot, just let it be, once it past, nothing can do with it, the only thing we can do is, make it better in our future... so that we wont get unhappiness again..
so i hereby, hope all of those that are staying in the depress mode, angry mode, unhappy mode and etc, please, cheer up!! those failed in doing smt, do it better for the next time, in your future.. those get angry for smt, please calm down, the more you angry, the more people will get hurt and the more you get hurt... cool down and settle everything, happy go lucky.. XD and for those sad and unhappy, try not to think nonsense, i know that we cant forget those memory easily, but then, try not to think about it too deep, do think of others and do something to get rid of it.. remember, time will heal it... we hav to be patient and it will be fine after all... do take care and good luck..

p/s: lolz.. i dono what happn to me suddnly, became a granma just nowT.T XD anyway, pai seh cz my english sucks.. hahaha.. have a nice day!!! ^^

aiyak~~

1. Do you like blue cheese?
dono wat cheese~~ but i don really like cheese... wahaha~

2. Have you ever smoked?
absolutely Not...!!

3. Do you own a gun?
aduiiii... no for both toy gun nor real gun.. haha..

4. What flavor Kool Aid was your favorite?
dono wat is this lei...

5.What do you think of hot dogs?
eat with breads~~

6.Favorite Christmas movie?
herm~~ herm~~ dono worr..

7.What do you prefer to drink in the morning?
hot chocolate or milo drinks ^^

8.Can you do push ups?
can~

9. What's your favorite piece of jewelry?
with stars will do~~

10.Favorite hobby?
listening music,editing picture n PhOtoGrApHy... wahaha~~~

11.Do you have A. D. D.?
nope..

12.Do you wear glasses/contacts?
sometime~~ as if i cant see in the class.. haha..

13. Middle name?
hooi~~

14.Name 3 thoughts at this exact moment:
wash shirt, short stories, n facebook(facebook cnt be displayed.. sobz..)

15.Name 3 drinks you regularly drink:
plain water, chocolate drinks n milo~~

16. Current worry?
worry unable to finish the short stories~~

17.Current hate right now?
nth to hate for now.. wahaha~

18. Favorite place to be?
places to have fun~~

19. How did you ring in the new year?
poor me... in the hostel celebrate it in loneliness~~

20. Where would you like to go?
for now, desperate to go gentingXD i been there for the last time when i was form three.. long long time story.. T.T

21.Name three people who will complete this:
yin han, siok jin ( in ns XD, pity.. ) , sheau tian~~

22. Do you own slippers?
yea of course~~

23. What color shirt are you wearing?
orange~~ XD

24.Do you like sleeping on satin sheets?
nope~~ i cnt... opposite of jac, i m choosyXD

25.Can you whistle?
yupe, i can.. lolz.. by learning my self.. XD

26.Where are you now?
in the hostel~~

27. Would you be a pirate?
no no no~~

28.What songs do you sing in the shower?
erm~~ seldom, so forget.. XD

29.Favorite Girl's Name?
no i think~~

30. Favorite boy's name?
no too~~

31. What is in your pocket right now?
hostel key only~~ to be secure.. wahaha

32.Last thing that made you laugh?
last night, with shin jhou, disturb together in meetotoXD

33.How many TVs do you have in your house?
one and only one~~

34. How many computers do you have in your house..?
one broken desktop, 1 slow desktop, 1 normal desktop.. and my laptop as well~~

35. What vehicle do you drive?
car~~

36.Worst injury you've ever had?
herm.. a lot worrr... first is the backside of baseboard of leg.. cut by the jejari of bicycle... lolz.. got scar now... the second one is the knee scratched, and left scar... last one is i terseliuh my leg, cant walk for one week, and leave a lots of negative effectsT.T

37.Do you love where you live?
ok ok lorr.. wahaha~~

tagged, in chinese worr.. haha~~

(1) 被點到必填，不填代表你不尊重傳給你的人和問卷。
(2) 請老實的回答每一個問題。
(3) 不行擅自塗改題目。
(4) 寫完請點10位小朋友，不可不點。
(5) 點完後請通知那10位小朋友他被點到了。

1) lin lin
2) chew win
3) lee ping
4) pui kuan
5) cai yeen
6) xiu huan
7) ivan
8) lee ping roomie..XD
9) kkk
10)see hun


被點到的:
01-【４號認識６號嗎？】：yupe..
02-【１０號是男還是女？】： yupe..
03-【８號的興趣是？】： dono.. pai seh..
04-【１號有沒有兄弟姐妹？】：yea.. got..
05-【７號姓氏？】： leh
06-【１０號人緣好嗎？】： not bad.. ^^
07-【４號有人追嗎？】： got bf alrd lorr..
08-【承上２號呢？】： got bf too.. lolz..
09-【６號喜歡的顏色是？】: pai seh.. dono..
10-【３號和１０號是朋友嗎？】： yup yup..
11-【８號的生日是？】： aiyooo.. dono lei..
12-【５號讀哪呢？】： currently in tarc..
13-【你怎麼認識１０號的？】： in my secondary school lor..
14-【你跟１號的生日差幾個月？】： 5 months^^
15-【你和９號有出去玩過嗎？】： of course:D
16-【你喜歡和２號聊天嗎？】： not bad.. XD
17-【你喜歡和３號在一起嗎？】： not bad too... wahaha~~
18-【你覺得７號人怎樣？】： dono worr.. recently having a crush.. lolz.
19-【你覺得９號人怎麼樣？】： nice^^ like to send song to me.. wahaha~
20-【你愛５號嗎？】： lolz.. not love laa.. my good fren lei.. is a gal.. lala~

＊是誰傳給你這份問卷的： sheau tian~
＊你們認識多久呢： herm.. since form 2.. coming 6 years lorr.. XD
＊你與他(她)的關係是： fren^^
＊請問他(她)的興趣是： herm.. you tube the best.. haha.. but now she going to spend more on study...
＊你覺得他(她)的個性如何： nice.. good in advicing.. haha..
＊他(她)在你心目中是幾分：herm.. dono worr..
＊睡覺前第一件事：off hp.. wahaha~~
＊起床前第一件事： sit for awhile.. if no school, is switch on the pc.. wahaha~
＊你的偶像是： no idol worr.. but like their appearance only.. wahaha~~ aaron yan.. lolz.
＊你喜歡的季節： winter~~
＊你打工過嗎： yupe..
＊打工次數：5 times...XD
＊你想去的國家： australia, korea, maybe japan n london.. lolz..
＊你討厭什麼樣的個性：backmouth ppl..
＊你會抽菸嗎： no larrr.. i hate it~!!
＊你會喝酒嗎： no also..~~
＊你常哭嗎： no guaa.. XD
＊你常笑嗎： i think soo.. wahaha~~
＊你喜歡去哪兒玩：sea, highland.. haha~~
＊去玩時喜歡一個人去嗎： if can i wanna with my fren lorr.. XD one ppl feel so weird..
＊如是假日時你都睡到幾點： yeee.. depends on what time i sleep the day before.. XD
＊今天的天氣是: hot, but better than yesterday i guess~~
＊朋友和情人你會選擇： both arrr..
＊機會和命運你會選擇： chance??!?
＊你很自戀嗎: no larrr..
＊你有穿過耳洞嗎： yep..
＊妳教過幾個男(女)朋友 ： ZeRo.. walala~~ non lor..XD
＊你有嗆過老師嗎： herm, wont.. but sometime will backmouth them.. *bad*

got tagged... lolz

1. Who tagged you?
jac..

2. Do you like tags?
herm, first time being tagged, a bit of excited.. -.-'''

3. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
get what i want.... XD

4. What is your current mood?
normal mode.. bored..

5. What will you do if your crush says he/she adores you too?
never think of that.. =p

6. Will you fall in love with your bestfriend?
i dont think i really got a best friend especially for a guy... lalala~~

7. Which will you prefer, loving someone or being loved by someone?
i prefer both XD

8. What is your favourite food?
sushi~~

9. If the person you dislike is right in front of you, what will you do?
try to get away as soon..

10. What do you pray each day for your loved ones?
i think i never love anyone.. bla~~

11. What takes you down the fastest?
prob with friends especially good friends..

12. How would you see yourself in ten years time?
hopefully be more confident and get a good job.. lolz

13. What is the reason that could make you so tensed up?
choosing the course to study.. lolz

14. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
friendly.... wahaha~~

15. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
single and rich~~~~ XD

16. Would you sacrifice for your loved ones?
never think of that lerr~~ depends on what to sacrifice~~

17. What's the character must have in your partner?
understanding~~

18. If you fall in love with two people simultaneusly, who would you like to pick?
again, never think of that~~~ XD

19. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing that someone has done?
depends.. but most probably will let it go after sometime..

20. Do you prefer being single or having a relationship?
aiyooo~~~ susah nak jawab... =p so = donoXD

21. What kind of music do you like?
sentimental (the most) , philharmonic orchestra music & some happy song~~

22. Who are the 5 person that you would like to tag?
kkk, lee ping, jasonlisious, sheau tian, chew win~~

wuliao...

this is one of the conversation with my brother when he was so desperate to play dota without please on me but act angryXD ( in chinese.. lolz.. )

to bro from me : 我呢，吃软不吃硬，你来硬的，我偏不吃，你要玩，就慢慢等啦。。。 XD

wahaha~~ found this quite funny, so saja write here, so bad lei me.. lolx..

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anyway, i am now still in the sick conditionT.T but i think better compare to last few days lor.. i looked for doctor again yesterday but this time is chinese panel.. dono wat word to use for 'zhong yi' lolz.. i consulted for doctor again cz i don wan to eat the medicine from the clinic.. the taste, yuck~!! damn geli.. feel like vomiting.. especially the antibiotic.. lolz.. so, i took some chinese medicine to eat lorr.. anyway, my voice turned to be so deep.. lolz.. hopefully i will get well soon.. XD
wish all of you in a very good condition.. for those fall into sick, hope will get well soon..
take care..

CoUnTdOwN~~~

countdown for new year = not even one day..

countdown for final exam = 4 days more.. T.T

countdown for chinese new year = donoXD

so, i hereby to wish all of you..

first, HaPpY NeW yEaR in advance... !!

for those going to sit for the exam.. GoOd LuCk in your exam..

and for chinese new year.. herm.. still long time story.. XD wish you all after my final exam over.. XD ( this people something wrong alrd.. -.-'')



GoOd LuCk & TaKe CaRe yaa...

UpDaTe uPdAtE for the gathering for 5B 07

SORRY... IS DECEMBER, SORRY WRONG TYPING ERROR...=P

sorry guys, due to some unforeseen circumstances, the date and venue changed for the gathering.. below is the latest details that i got from our friend, kok loong..

>>date : 26th December

>>time : about 7p.m.

>>venue : Milwaukee Steak Corner in Belakong ( near Jusco Selatan there..)

p/s:
this information will not be changed after all..
do inform any one u can contact to.. thank you very much..
hope to see you guys soon..

futatabi-spirited away by joe hisaishi

hihi..
i have uploaded the new music here.. it's by Joe Hisaishi, a very famous musician.. hopefully you know..XD
this music is from the animation, spirited away and its title is futatabi.. herm, for me, is nice, sorry for those whos doesnt like it.. its played by orchestra.. i like the harmony from it..

enjoy^^

Attention to 5B 2007 SMJK Yu Hua students...

To all 5B 2007 students..
We will be having a class gathering. Below are the information that can be given by me..

date : between 25-27th December( choose one day, an inform them as soon as possible because they have to book the room)
time : if not mistaken, will be at night.
venue : most probably will be in Dai Tong restaurant in Cheras.
price : maybe around RM 20. i cannot confirm for it..

p/s:
if there is any idea and suggestion, can tell either kok loong or jia huang. i think so.. XD dont blame me if i am wrong.. =p
and to get more information, u can get from both of them too..

anyway, hopefully all of u can attend this dinner.. hope to see you soon.. take care^^

i saw so much things happened just now.. both of them faced crazy ppl..XD make me so speechless..
anyway, i hope that all the problem will be settled as soon as possible so that they will back to normal..
i dont wat to see they become like this, everyday have to face those nonsense.. after that, i also become like that.. dont want laa...
hopefully their messy life will turn to normal..
good luck..

dinner time!!!

oh yea, no people will wonder how is my mood now, but, jz wanna inform that i am okay now..
thanks for your concern ya lin lin..
and yea, now is dinner time while i am not going to eat anything...
maybe i will drink milo, for my dinner.. hahaha..
not having appetite to eat and not really hungry.. so, don't eat lor..XD
anyway, there r a lot of homework i didn't do and one of it i have to pass up on monday..
going to die soon..
hopefully we manage to finish it, actually its a must for us to do so...

now is dinner time, so, wish you have having your dinner happily..=p ( and no money for me for not having money...-.-'')

a-weird-day...XD

er herm...
i wondering what happened to me today... and my meal too..
early in the morning , when gonna bath, think bout some nice phrase... and i wrote it down, and my friend asked for it. okay.
here come my breakfast, before went to class, i have my milo, but i left more than half in my room, i scare my friend wont wait for me as i experienced once in a blue moon. luckily when i went back my room, it's nothing happen to it and i drunk=)
so after that, my lunch, its after the english class, we had it with one more male classmate, that moment, lazy to describe...XD
sometime, i am not really a weirdo but i have to become a weirdo. okay, don't care whatever it is lar... so, yea, i had my lunch, a chicken burger costed RM2.30. Not very nice but what i bought have to eat.
so after this, after another class, my friends said she hungry, so we went to eat again, i took it as my teatime... i ate kuih while they ate rice...
so finally came to the night, i was not thinking to eat actually, but i scare of gastric , and meanwhile, my friend wanted to buy something eat, so i accompanied her to buy something to eat.
so she bought some junk food while, these are what i bought, my dinnerXD.

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tadaaa..!!!! my dinner!! one coleslaw with one sardin gardenia bread......XD

one week holiday left..

my 3 weeks holiday left one week now but i haven go out with friends yet as well as my sushi, no sushi for me yet.T.T i hope their exam will over as soon as possible and go out to shopping or at least go sing k or else my holiday will end up with nothing!! i dont want my holiday to be like that, full with hope but finally disappointed with it. anyway, if really happen, i cant do anything on it.
by the way, i haven by anything needed for me before i go back hostel, however, my parents bought some. but then, i wanna go to buy my self because i still have so much things needed.

i learned to park the car just now and i sent my sister to school.*happy* i learned car parking because i lacking of the skill.

have to go now, my brother wanna use the internet connection now.

生理时间表

my dad gave it to me just now.. quite useful...XD

reply for my friend, sheau tian^^

first of all, i would like to thank to her for always supporting and advicing me, and giving suggestion to me. thank you very much for everything, glad to be having her as my friend.

herm, i always think about nonsense, it sometime will just come out from my mind in a sudden. so the only way is write it out so that i can release my unhappiness because it seems like telling it to someone even though its not by mouth.XD thanks for your willingness to chat with me, talk to me and listen to my heart voice. maybe, next time i will share to you, u can also share to me too^^.

yea, my life isnt that meaningless, however, maybe due to my complicated thinking, i sometime will think about it but then it just for awhile. haha, thanks for praising me for that. well, i am not having very good and great imagination, but maybe due to my interest on it, i wish to do my best and try it out eventhough i am not taking that course.

141th post, quite unbelievable for me as i started to blog in march 2008 and it was recommended by you^^ thank you very much. you showed me the way for me to write out what i wanna talk to because i seldom say it out others.

no, there was PTS too, haha. 4 important exam i have past through, glad.

my english quite bad, so i am trying to improve it. anyway, even though sometime i learned, but i dont really know how to apply on it.

haha, ya, i will try to believe my self^^

is ok for leaving comments for me, i should thank to you. i welcome you always to leave comments for me^^

swt..
suddenly think of this..
kakaka..
quite suitable for me...

people "home sick", i home "sick".... XD

cz i always sick when i go back my home maaaaaaaa... swt

25 oct

Aikz..
Today I cnt online, so I jz on pc in my room…
Without internet connection… miserable…
This is all ncz my sibling ‘queuing’ to on pcT.T
Okeeeyyy..
First, is my younger bro.. he online in the afternoon…
Follow by my youngest bro… he online in the evening…
Now… is my sisT.T
She online at night……….. o m g….. I cnt online for whole dayyyyy….
Aduiiii…. Sobz…
So the onli way to get rid of my boringness without online is, watch drama tat I hav downloaded loooorrr…

Anyway, I feel tat my stomach got smt wrong…..
I tot it will be getting better… yea, its getting well, but, its make me feel like my stomach jz has been operated… not really pain, but, when i touched it, it feel pain… when sleeping, sleep aside, it will pain too.. its like, erm…. The intestine getting decompose… swt… I cnt even walk faster or jump n cnt even bow down my body… if I do tat, it will feel pain….
Aikz.. wat happen to me aa??
Now the sick I get getting weird n weird…
I think, no, its for sure, its due to my sleeping habit….T.T
Nowadays, I usually sleep at 3, 4 am.. n I got used to it.. after tat woke up at btwn 11am and 12pm..
I tried to sleep early, but I cnt… I will face insomnia if I sleep earlier.. I envy wit those can sleep if thy wanna sleep or sometime thy can fall asleep when studying.. for me, its impossible… I asked my mum y thy can sleep jz like tat… she said, ‘thy din think anything thn straight away can sleep lorr…’.
Haiyooo… din think anything? Possible?? Maybe, yes.. but for me, my brain operate 24 hours… lalala..XD
Even b4 sleep, I still can think whatever it comes out from my mind… even sometime I listen to music when I face insomnia, it din work too.. cz if listen music, sure will sing maaa, n the ears sure will listen to the music ma… like this how to sleep a?? swt..
So the best way is….. I hav no idea with it^^” …
Anyway, I will try my best laa…

Btw, if lacking of sleep or the sleeping time table out of the track, it will bring us a very very serious disadvantages….
U noe wat, for the normal sleeping time, the expelling of the toxic from the body will operate smoothly.. n this will bring us healthy body.. n vice versa…….
so the toxic will store in our body n it cnt be expelled.. the organ in the body cnt operate in usual.. after tat, a lot of diseases will attack our body… thn we will get sick.T.T
anyway, my dad gave me a printed article jz now… I saw it n it mentioned bout the unusual sleeping habits… it will bring DeAtH too.. o m g…
so scary… die aaa… it mentioned, a human especially adolescent or young adulthood, should be having 8-hours-sleep everyday…
so, beware all those that having wrong sleeping habit… (included me..T.T)
A good sleeping habit will bring us a healthy body..
Stay healthy always !!
N again, hope I get well soon.. lolz..

date created : 25 oct, 11.37pm XD

meaning of my name^^ kakaka

What Yonghooikhim Means

You are a free spirit, and you resent anyone who tries to fence you in. You are unpredictable, adventurous, and always a little surprising. You may miss out by not settling down, but you're too busy having fun to care. You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life. You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you. At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself. You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people. You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts. You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals. You are deeply philosophical and thoughtful. You tend to analyze every aspect of your life. You are intuitive, brilliant, and quite introverted. You value your time alone. Often times, you are grumpy with other people. You don't appreciate them trying to interfere in your affairs. You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out. Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia. Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person. You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing. You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long. You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start. You are a seeker of knowledge, and you have learned many things in your life. You are also a keeper of knowledge - meaning you don't spill secrets or spread gossip. People sometimes think you're snobby or aloof, but you're just too deep in thought to pay attention to them. You are confident, self assured, and capable. You are not easily intimidated. You master any and all skills easily. You don't have to work hard for what you want. You make your life out to be exactly how you want it. And you'll knock down anyone who gets in your way!

What's" Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

for 1st of august.. onli.. lala...^^

> 日子︰8月1日

> 朱古力︰辣味朱古力餅（Devil\'s Food Cake）

> 成份︰黑朱古力可可粉薑末

> 特性︰無懼挑戰

> 生日占卜︰你是個非常獨立的人，勇於克服所有困難及障礙，而且引領別人跟隨你的觀點及指引，作出最大貢獻。你除了自認為學識最廣、工作表現最好之外，在領導層有出色的表現，基於此，你不能承受失敗或被拒絕的打擊，但是逃避或放棄也不是你的性格取向，更不屑所為。

> 朱古力蜜語︰不要將自己孤立起來，你的願望也是他人的願望

selamat hari raya to everyone!!

kakaz...