becoming ah ma... T.T

2nd post for today??!? err.. no.. first post in the early morning.. hahaha.. i was and i am wondering, what happen to the people today, i mean my frens, more than 3 of them not in mood, either sad, angry , depress and etc... eventhough i did emo before, of course, not today nor yesterday.... maybe i learned to control my self and i manage to control myself better? err.. i can say that, i learned to control my self.. wahaha... from what i learn? wakaka~~ anyway.. i really feel so depress when my fren not happy, i dono whether i selfish or what, i don like ppl to be unhappy but can only let my self unhappy.. maybe its because i will feel a bit of gultiness for not able to cheer up my fren and sometime, i dono wat to do to cheer them up.. sorry for that... and the only thing i can do is wait them to be happy, then, of course, i will be happy too for that.. this is a fact, no ppl hope their fren to be not happy, isnt it?? but then, recently, my fren, she face a big prob, and she sad for so long until now.. trying to cut her self and wanna die to get away from misery... i did say i wanna die i wanna die last time, just for fun??? maybe.. haha.. this time, i see her, say wana die, i say i wanna die, but no, we cant die like this, for what we die?? no point right?? when its time, we will get away from this world.. no ppl will know when they going to die, maybe, they will die just after this, not to say they, maybe me, will die after this?? after 1 second?? no one can predict it.. what we can do is, live happily and try to get away from those misery and unhappiness.. happy go lucky like me??!? yea.. maybe.. even though sometime its not really good, but then, if we care so much just for one things and wanna die just for that, dont u think that its pointless?? god gave us life to live here, to meet ppl, to make fren on the earth, to learn here, and we should be happy with it and do whatever useful to us.. don try anything to hurt the body.. lolz.. out of topic again, oh yea, when my fren she said she wana die and she use the pencil try to cut her wrist, the other fren did it, while i m the one doing nothing, i m useless right?? but, i did smt correct, if i cut, no one will stop them right???? moreover, i scare of pain, yea.. i scare.. even though injection, i scare-.-''' so, i wont hurt my self.. XD anyway, we shouldnt hurt our self, right?? aiyoooo.. dono what to talk now, *blank*

oh yea, so, we should cherish everything happen in our life and cherish everything given by the god.. everything happened, if its hurt a lot, just let it be, once it past, nothing can do with it, the only thing we can do is, make it better in our future... so that we wont get unhappiness again..
so i hereby, hope all of those that are staying in the depress mode, angry mode, unhappy mode and etc, please, cheer up!! those failed in doing smt, do it better for the next time, in your future.. those get angry for smt, please calm down, the more you angry, the more people will get hurt and the more you get hurt... cool down and settle everything, happy go lucky.. XD and for those sad and unhappy, try not to think nonsense, i know that we cant forget those memory easily, but then, try not to think about it too deep, do think of others and do something to get rid of it.. remember, time will heal it... we hav to be patient and it will be fine after all... do take care and good luck..

p/s: lolz.. i dono what happn to me suddnly, became a granma just nowT.T XD anyway, pai seh cz my english sucks.. hahaha.. have a nice day!!! ^^