at last, it disappoint me again.. but at least, its an advanced disappointment so tat i can ready for tat.. so tat i wont get my heart break into pieces but jz some part.. good what.. hahaa.! nvm, its ok, i m ok wit it... yea, this is wat i wil say.. aihh~ if it must be something like this happen to me, what can i do? if i cant escape, i still have to accept it.. ok, maybe i will sleep a whole day tat day.. or maybe, i can vanish tat day? haha! self shopping.. err.. not a bad idea but its scary because of the loneliness.. arr.. talk craps here.. go now.. bb~ lol