pai seh laaa!!!!! T.T

Yest I went to libr…
To study..
My fren ask one..
So I go lo..
Cz I not really can study in my room cz I wont duduk diam diam study one..
Hahaha..
So I went there study lo..
Lolx..
In the libr..
Suddenly my fren took my pic..T.T
So ugly lei me…
Lol..
So I ask her to delete it lo..
Mana tahu dia suruh I tangkap gambar dgn dia..
Aiks…
i don wan the ugly pic to be saved ma..
so finally I terpaksa bersetuju..
-.-
Aih…
So pai se lei..
So finally we go behind the book selfs there,
To take picT.T
Aih..
Tat time I dono y gila alrd..
Dono wat to do in front of the camera..
So I laugh lo..
Tat time I wearing ear phone..
Listening to song..
Dono tat my voice quite loud..
In libr ma..
So quiet..
A soft voice oso can turn to loud voice…
But tat time I din realize tat my unpleasant voice was heard by a lot people..
O m g!!!!!!!!!!!
Wat a shame..
After I came out from the behind of the book selfs,
A lot people are looking at us!!!!!!
O m g!!!!
*pengsan…
My fren still ok, cz her place very near…
But my place….
Aiyo…
Quite a distance lei…
Tat time really..
Malu aaaaa!!!!!!!
But can do nth lo..
So I go back to my place finally by pretending dono everything n din look at anyone..
Fuh…
Wat a relieved..
Kakaka…
Luckily finally nth happen…
Kakaka..
So finally went back to my room lo..
Hahaha..
Anyway,
A miracle happened to me last night tat,
I can sleep without off the light..
But anyway, is bcz the bed is double decker gua..
N I use the towel to hang beside my bed so tat I couldn’t see light..
Kakaka..
Wat a good idea…
Lolx..
Jk nia la..
Anyway, initially I couldn’t sleep wit the light on..
Even use the pillow to cover my eyes..
Haha…
I m a weirdo..
Even though I m a weirdo,
Sometime I hav to go against my own rules geh..
Cz hav to tolerate wit people..
Hahaha..
Aiks.
Now so tired..
Later got rmmu carnival committee meeting..
At 8.30pm..
My fren don wan to attend lei..
So I hav to go alone..
Pity..
Aiks..
But luckily one of my fren went..
So I go together wit her..
Hahaha..
Now cnt online..
So I cnt post my blog…
I dono wat happen to the connection..
Aiks..
Two days din on my pc..
Today I on it,
This is wat happen to me..
Kesian..
Anyway,
Is fine..
Hahaha..
I m going to take a nap..
Sleepy..
XD

3 Sept 2008.
8:16 p.m.
P/s:
Finally I cnt take even a min nap cz my fren wanna go now..
Lolx..



huh..

jz came back from the meeting..

quite bored act..

but meeting ma..

sure serious one la..

hahaha..

sleepy..

aiks..

cnt study lo..

hv to take a nap.. lolx..

anyway,

i m incharge to find sponsor for the PA system..

hope i can find la..

haha..

boring.. lolx..

today tues alr...
no phy lab..
so class end earlier..
aih..
doig nth now.
scare of phy but din study..
get sticked by the pc..
even though is not my pc..
hahaha..
all my fren slept..
all beside me..
hahaha..
i m onli the one awake..
so sien...
the exam coming soon ler...
n today hav to pass up the phy homework..
aih..
not yet finish lar...
aiks..
later thy wanna go secret recepi makan..
no money lei..
wan budjet but cnt lei...
T.T..
dono wat to do..
wan sleep but terlekat kat pc..
wat a boring day....
anyone can pull me back away from pc?
hahaha..
tday lin yu zhong come to my school lei..
i act suppose to be one of the worker..
but my fren wan go makan...
so cnt go lo..
hahah..
not really interested in seeking for any artist..
kakaka..
aih..
feeling like go out shopping centre to walk..
wit my old frens..
but i din go back..
haha..
but i hav asked my fren to bring me out when i go home..
kakaka..
so bad..
wan go jusco buy sushi..
kakaka..
so long never eat sushi..
but everytime i eat sushi aftr tat sure will sick one...
maybe is bcz of the salmon gua..
n the cold rice..
haha...
but i still like to eat a^^
weird people ma..
hahaha,..
one of my fren woke up lo..
kakaka..
one still sleeping..
her alarm clock so soft...
if for me i wont wake up lo..
i might heard it in my dream..
kakaka..
k le..
tats all ba bla bla'ing here..
hahaha....
hav a nice day..^^

a day to alamanda... hahaha.....

wahaha...
wed after exam, my fren heard tat yest the class will end earlier,
bout 2 pm...
thy plan to go out..
thy ask me i say yes yes!!!
lolx..
gila alrd..
maybe bcz of the exam the tension,
suddenly wanna go out n i hv been so long never go out since i sick during the midterm break..
haha..
thn thy go n ajak fren..
lolx..
thy decided,
i decide nth lo..
haha..
finally thy decide to go to alamanda,
the nearest shopping centre in putrajaya from cyberjaya..

the next day,
opportunately,
most of us wore black colour..
haha..
geng...
thn after, thy said wanna ask the fren invted to wear black while thy will change their shirt!!!!
lolx!!!!!
gila!!!!!
thy sengaja, wan play meT.T
i dono y thy wil gossip bout me..
cham a..
tanpa pengetahuan digosipkan...
-.-'''
luckily thy din change also..
n 5 of us wore black while the 6th wore red..
haha..
contrast..
lolx..
luckily a..
kakaka...
after tat, thy senjaga walk in pair..
-.-''''
left me alone lo..
*pengsan..
i alone still ok, but thy wanna match us...
aiyoooooo....
T.T
speechless..
luckily he don care so much,
if not, i will loose one fren..
i don like to loose any fren k?
so awkward tat time..
finally ok alrd..

so,
we went to shopping lo..
i saw mp3,
lolx..
i dono y suddenly get a big force to ask me to buy..
cz act i hav been long time wanna buy mp3 lo..
my life hav to be wit music..
but unluckily my hp not enough memory,
i wanna change hp but mahal..
so, is the best choice to buy mp3..
haha..
is cost RM69 for 2 gb..
not really expensive wat..
hahah..
so after i ask for my dad permission, i bought it..
a green n small mp3..
the colour seems to be exactly the same as my pc colour lei...
perfect match^^
lol..
nice lei..
kakaka..
unfortunately,
bcz of my hp lousy camera,
i don hav the mood to take the pic of pc n mp3..
pai se..
but,
it really,
lookx nice..
kakaka..
this is the first time i buy such mahal things when going out wit fren.
lolx..
thn after tat we continue to shopping lo..
thn we masuk carrefour lo...
i saw the animation movie...
hahahah...
quite cheap, so i bought-.-
ki siao alrd..
it cost RM29.90...
got 12 movies..
i like the music in these movies,
so i bought lo..
kakaka...
org giler..
lalala..

anyway,
i saw the water bottle tat almost the same as my lost-water-bottle..
sad..
the colour not nice ler the new edition..
i lost my purple water bottle in my uni lei...
so sad..
lolx..
anyway, i din buy la..
not nice also..
kakaka...
i bought one sushi oso..
i like...
lalala.
act i decided to buy the packed one..
but so many..
scare unable to finish..
next time la, when i go back my home,
my fren ajak keluar go jusco thn i go buy..
lolx..
jusco one nice ler..
lalala..
but i noe sushi king one nicer lo..
lol..
but i never been there n it cost a lot..
so tak pernah beli lo..
kaka..

finally,
we go makan..
cost bout RM4..
nasi campur..
but nice lo..
haha.
cz in hostel cnt eat some of it..

so totally i spended RM 111.60..
RM1 + RM1 + RM69 + RM36.60 + RM 4....
O M G!!!!!
so much...
die..
if my parents knew tat,
thy wil chase me wit parang..
lolx..
thy wont la..
kakaka..
but i waste a lot lei..
so,
from now on,
i hav to budget..
-.-''''
one meal onli can cost RM2.50 maimum...
kakaka..
i don think so i can do it..
but i will try my best..
or else next time i go to do some part time job to earn money lo...
lolx..
sorry mama papa..
cz waste ur money....
pai se...
kakaka..

anyway,
after the shopping,
very tired laaaa!!!
hahaha...
tambah lagi i sakit kepala oso lei..
lagi teruk lo..
but its fun..
hahaha..

but i hav to study lo..
phy 2 exam coming soon..
i scare phy exam a.
i hv to work very hard..
aih...
wat i worry bout is,
can i force my self to study??
if can no problem la..
if cnt..
fail thn how??
aih...

anyway,
so happy get a new mp3..
kakaka..
n too the collection of animation movie...
hahaha..

cham!! die!!!

cham!! die!!
the first two words i said after the pre calculus midterm test 2...
lolx..
really wan pengsan...
but so relieved..
hahaha..
until like wan pengsan!!!
lolx..
i tot i m the one will die cz i use onli 2 or 3 days to study..-.-
regret lol..
hahaha..
i manage to run through all the chapters..
but unable to do the exercises..
i know tat if do exercise sure will very good in solving the question ler..
need experience ma..
got experience sure better one lo..
haha..
but i cnt do oso la..
haha..
anyway, i was so curious bout me..
i never get any nervous jz now b4 the exam even others worrying n so nervous..
but i knew tat i m a weido..
this is a fact..
kakaka..
by the way,
i manage to answer all the question la..
but secara buta buta..
haha..
i do wat i can do..
at least got answer lo..
mana tahu i so lucky get the answer correct..
haha..
but if really lucky..
very good lei!!!
hahaha..
but don jz do nth to get any luckiness lo..
dream la if liek this...
siot..
anyway,
i m quite abnormal now..
lolx..
maybe suddenly release such a big tension..
the body still cant adapt the condition...
wakakakakakakakakaka....-.-'''
pc..
i miss u so much..
lolx..
finally i can on pc..
kakaka...
after broke my records tat not online n on pc for one whole day..
almost two days lo..
so excited....
now listening to music...
enjoying....
like in the heaven..
wawawa..
but don worry..
even i used to say die die die..
but i m now,
at this moment, this seconds,
i still ALIVE..
hahaha..
haiz..
i nearly sot..
now still in the process of adapting to my body condition..
lalalala...
-.-''''''
lolx!!!!!!!!!
anyway...
starting to worry bout the phy a!!!
phy lab n phy...
the most scary one..
i dono how lei..
these exam wil coming soon...
huh..
i hav to prepare it earlier..
n i hav to see through the tutorials..
phy lagi susah thn pre calculus a..
the brain turning always...
huh..
so i hv to learn the technique to think to solve the answer a..
but now the most serious problem is tat i seldom do the tutorials a..
n i always pancing in the class..
so cnt concentrate during the class..
so unable to understand a!!!
how a????
commit suiside??
hahaha..
so hopefully i can force my self to study la..
don always sleepy n no mood !!!!!!
if not..
i will cry one a!!!
i scare to fail a!!!
even i sometime is the type of 'happy go lucky' person lo..
hahaha....
huh...
now become so tension..
aih aih aih.....
cham laaa!!!!!!!!
wat to do a!?!?!?!?
T.T

sei fo...!!

T.T!!!!!!
mummy a!!!!!
help me a!!!!!
huh...
i still haven finish study my pre calculus....
its midterm 2 will be on this wed....
today is monday alrd!!!!!
its from topic 4 to 7, but i still in topic 4 aaaa!!!!!
my god..
wan me die a???
lolx..
but i noe, its all my fault..
u noe wat..
friday n sat is free n nth to do..
but i hav wasted it n is spended by online n watching movie..!!!!
regret..
but no use..
i realised tat still got a lot to study but i unable to force myself concentrate in study..
everyday after wake up if no school, my hand wil automatically switch on the pc a..
thn the body will stick on the chair in front of trhe pc..
really gai lei!!!!!
i m now studying using money lei....
lolx..
pengsan...
wat to do a???
the onli onli way is...................................
control my self n force my self to study a.....
when onli i can study n prepare well for the exam automatically?????
i don wan to become lazy la....T.T
n i don wan too to disappoint my parents...
huh..

exam ah!!!!

huh...
the midterm test all coming n past without stop....
this week got..
next week got oso..
so tension..
but i lazy lagi-.-''
lagi teruk..
huh..
after all the midterm..
the FINAL EXAM coming too!!!!!
aiks!!!
cham!!!
final exam lei..
sure wil be a big different wit midterm ler....
haiz..
so scary....
now is not secondary school time lei..
i hv to pay money for all i study....
not rm1 per subject a..
is more thn hundred n thousand one a..!!!!
aiyooo....
mummy a...
hope miracle will happen to me la..
i wan to stdy n get good results la!!!!!!!
but when onli i can do tat?!?
argh!!!!

computer application tutorial!!! help!!!

huh..

when think of this..

i really wan cry liao la..

my c.application lecturer has been changed!!!!

dono y she stop teaching us for the tutorial..

replced by one new male lecturer!!!!!!!

when he went in the class yest,

i wan crazy already..

he start teach us without telling us bout wat..!!!!

hate a!!!!

when he teach us..

all of us, NOT UNDERSTAND!!!!

huh!!!!!!

very angry la!!!!!

u noe tat time, i like mogok alrd!!

bla bla bla in my place there..

i worrying..

i worry the subj i interested on will become subj i hate n i become lack of knowledge in the subj i interested on!!!

huh........!!!!

i really sad tat time..

dono wat to do..

i jz wanna learn a lot things bout computer..

if he jz simply teach us...

i cnt learn a lot..

i don wan!!!!

at tat moment..

i dono y i finally cry.,.

for berapa titisan...

lolx....

unbelievable...

sad sad sad..

when think of this...

uncontrol emotion....

i do hope tat my ex c.application tut lecturer wil teach us back..

even she quite fierce, but i still like her one!!!

i wan her teach back aaa!!!

but i think is impossible le!!!!

miracle wont happen on me.....

i knew tat..

hoping..

hope tat the new lecturer can teach us as pn suhaini..

if not..

i will be disappointed...

huh..

plz.............

my onli hope..

my favourite subj..........

huh....

worrying....

tension......................................

...no-title...

huh..

so fast sampai friday..

tomolo saturday....

exam lagi..

lolx..

haiz...

even i got so many free time, i dono how to make it become useful la....

wan do homework but cnt..

wan study cnt oso..

bcz of laziness n oso pc..

kakaka...

get addicted wit pc..

everyday wake up in the early morning..

automatically, the hand wil go to switch on the pc..

after tat cnt stop from online..

lolx...

no people bla me..

i cnt do my things la..

lolx!!!!!!!

anyway...

quite boring now..

hahaha..

everything..

no matter good or bad...

jz take it easy..

cz,

this is the one called - life....

kakaka..

saja wan say....

'the higher ur hope..

the higher the chance for u to get disappointed...

is better to take it easy everytime..'