i aint happy :(

i dont wanna stay in my room now, but y i need to go away? the feeling of staying in the room is totally frustrating. sien. please be smart. i m not one which tolerate all the time.

This post i m going to tell about my dream xD i found it mysterious and interesting, somehow hope to understand about what the dream going to hint me. xD

Here goes,

Today morning, i dreamt of going Korean, Seoul maybe? I reached there by taking train, alone. When i reached there, I walked around and i missed the tour bus, supposingly i should be travelling around by tour bus but i missed it. Then i walked around and i saw someone, a girl, and i talked to her, english i think. Then i saw a few stuff but i cant remember well, something like souvenir or some other things. Then i walked to another place, passing by some hills, and it snowed. I stop walking and i saw the floor with snow came out some unknown objects something like the tadpole but it is some thing that i don know the name and don know the existance of the creature. After that i walked back to the bus station and i paid to sit for the tour bus and being charged more expensive compare to the original price because the people angry of me but i dont know the reason. After that i woke up from the dream to go to school >.< hope to dream more about it xD

狮子座 该有的自信，我遥不可及。。

Arghhh still regreting for what i have done just now. I finished downloading 3 movies but ended up deleting them!!!!!!!!! sien !!!!!!!!! >.<  :((

back to kajang home for few days!!

Currently, ''holiday-ing'' meanwhile waiting for another 2 exams that fall on 30th sept and 1st oct. The previous one at 20th sept. Wasting my time on my computer the whole day even though i planned to tidy my room today!! >.< anyway, i must tidy it later!! MUst!!
My friends are enjoying at Alamanda but I unable to catch up with them since that was a last minute call...... :( I wanna go and enjoy my self but no one teman me :( Anyway, my friends went to IOI redbox but I ffk them cz I m sick and I kinda tired lacking of sleep. Therefore, I have missed out an outing sobs!!
Meanwhile still thinking to back home or not, even though there is sometime for the exam to come, but if I go back, few days will be gone and the time will be lesser.
Anyway, I m 21st now, I think i need some changes for this significant age. Hmmm... I need to slim down of course, and currently on balance diet, need to keep going wit it. Need to change my attitude? to? someone that not to be so sensitive about the friendship thingy? fyi this matter keeps bothering me since a few decades ago lol. jz kidding but its been quite a long time that made me to feel so miserable and made me cry for a few times too. Even now it still bothering me, but for different person. Maybe I should ask others about my problem? >.< Besides that, I need to increase my confidence I guess. Oh yea, one important thing, I need to get my self to WORK HARDER!!! for everything especially my assignments!! I always been so lazy that I couldnt give 100% effort on it and I cant see my real ability which made me always feel regret but useless :(
(thinking thinking~~~ ) and also, to be with family especially parents more which i always don do that :( fyi I always prefer to live in cyberia more than at home, maybe because of the freedom here, the house here, the stuff here...... how bad >.< ok ok i need to improve that.
Wow it seems to be so many things i need to do for this year hopefully..

Alright! I hope I will get more self determination to live my life! Life is short, no more wasting it please!! hwaiting !!

Take care everyone and all the best in the exams :)

currently i feel.. hmmmm..... feel that something is missing. with some gloominess inside my heart.

i drew this hehe. kinda childish right :P anyway its for assignment purpose to create children arts~

Take care and Be Happy all :)

ended up so tired back from the holiday :( went melaka TWICE! in 3 days @@ thn went to the mines and other places. feel like not doing anything but it will only kill me if i do tat >.< all the best to my self!!