depress..

o m g!!!!
i get my phy mark jz now..
it sucks!!!!!!
argh!!!!
but it is wat i suppose to get..
maybe it can be lower marks thn this..
i noe wat i hav done in preparing for the phy test..
i noe wat i hav done during the classes..
so,
i noe wat i wil get for the results..
this time..
the god wanna tell me tat,
u, plz start study now...
not more luckiness left..
if u cotinue to be like this, u will become useless..
n u will disappoint ur parents..
i helped u a lot..
i hope u can start to do for ur own now..

haiz..
i knew last time the results,
most of thm bcz of the luckiness..
its the truth..
jz..
it sometime unbelievable..
so my fren tot i m smarter..
haha..
maybe a bit..
but most of it is bcz of the luckiness..
bcz of the help from the god...
u can see tat,
when i was sicked,
i jz study for a bit..
but i stil can get an ok-marks..
this is all the help of the god..
thk a lot!
i noe tat now, is the time for me to do for my own..
uhh..
but how??
i dno...
i tried to force my self..
but finally,
they wil be a lot of things suddenly stop me from doing tat..
so plz..
don stop me again..
n plz..
give me more power to control my self to do wat i suppose to do..
i don wan to bcome lazy anymore...
n plz..
sleep early...
first,
for my health..
n,
for me to hav the intelligent to pay attention during the class..
so tat i can understand wat the lecturer talked bout..
n finally, to let my parents not to worry bout me...
ya, thy always ask me to go to sleep early,
but finally,
i din do so..
sorry...
i do not mean to do tat....
sorry...

huh..
gloomy...
i wont say it out..
but sometimes,
u will noe it through my sight..
hahaha.....
wat can i do???

pic i found.. nice..

wanna share some nice pic i found..

(sorry if not nice..)

this pic i set as my frenster primary pic.. haha.. purple scenery.. ^^

searched using yahoo.. lolx.. purple flower mosaic pic..

this flower looked real even is a pic.. haha..

this one i found in my school special website.. so nice^^

a cabin in the forest..

this car.. o m g.. so yeng... the black, shiny n sharp.. nice^^

p/s: for those whose having low resolution of colour of pc.. sorry.... maybe u all cnt see the fantastic colour n 3D of these pic.. thx for viewing anyway.. ^^
anyway, i do hope i got the chance to take such good photo, but i don think so i can.. hahaha..

click the pic to see the real size of the pic.. it will look nicer..hahaha.. thx^^

a bz one-day holiday......

yest onli i realise today is holiday.. XD

so today is holiday lo..-.-

woke up so late..

wahaha..

after brush teeth straight away on my pc..

i tot i can relax a bit during this one-day holiday..

mana tahu after i think n think,

rupa rupanya so many things waiting for me to settle..

cham lo..

computer application project, assignment, calculus assignment, phy tut n so on...

(forget some..@.@) aikx..

wat to do a???

aiyoo.

i don wan to attend extra class for the microsoft access a..

so pai se le..

not my class one but other class one..

i don wan laa!!!!!!!!!

wat to do ??

revise back n do the assignment to pass up??

the assignment got marks one lei!!!!!!

all is bcz of the lecturer la..

teach wat i oso dono..

hate la!!!

if for the previous lect,

i think a,

now i don need to worry so much n my assignment, sudah pass up lo!!!!

argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hate a after think of tat....

nvm la..

takdir..

so wat to do now a??

still consider bout it..

my fren wanna go..

i feel like don wan..

so i dono wat to do..

anyway,

my pc cnt use the access..

i dono y..

hate la!!!!!

pc, u hav to repair liao..

u ade kena virus a??? @.@

anyway,

my final exam coming soon..

wawawa..

wan me die eh??

T.T

jz finish the midterm test,

the final exam wan to visit me liao..

good hor..

hahahahahaT.T

luckily, there will be break b4 final exam..

but wat i worry is ,

can i study during this special break????

plz help me a.. my god..

p/s: skrg sudah pukul 2 tp tk makan petang lg.. lol..

song interupt the emotion.. lol

the different type of song u listen to,

ur emotion too will after tat turn to the song's mood..

so,

for those wanna be happy..

listen happy song lo..

but for me,

i like sad songs..

tats y my thinking sure wont be very normal n simple..

lolx..

y i so 'lucky'..

huh..

jz finish my last trimester test...

wat a relieved..

anyway, i wanna say tat,

i was so so so 'lucky'...

pening during the exam...

when i sit oso, the head is moving forward n backward..

miserable..

huh..

anyway,

i think this time the result will be very teruk..

cz..

i jz read a bit..

n i cnt answer all.

aih...

can do nth..

anyway,

grateful tat i still here but not been sent to hospital..

anyway,

i tak pernah pengsan lo..

lolx..

now, my head still moving forward n backward,

i think the effect of being sleep late r coming to me..

i always late to go to sleep...

aih..

wat i should do now?

i dono how to coontrol my self to force my self to sleep..

aih..

cham le..

mama....

wat can i do??

by the way,

i thk to god for give me so many lucky..

if not, the result previously wont be like wat i get now..

th god...^^

中秋节。。

今天是中秋节。。

哈哈哈。。

一个人在外头，就这样度过。。

看不到灯笼，看不到蜡烛，也看不到火焰。。

我，可是很爱玩火和玩蜡烛的人。。

别看我已18岁了。。

我还是照样玩些幼稚的玩意儿，

妈妈还唠叨我说，你还小吗？玩那些三岁小孩的东西干嘛？

呵呵呵。。

我回她，

‘我喜欢啊。。'

哈哈哈。。

然后她都不理了。。

过后就一个人，坐在家门前的地上，烧起了蜡烛，玩起了火。。

好白痴。。呵呵。。

还拿了相机，拍了几张照片。。

我发送那些照片给个朋友，

他见了那火焰，

说，

玩那么大火干嘛。。不会烧到手吗？

呵呵。。正是，烧到了少少。。

自作自受啊。。哈哈哈。。

这些，都是在刚刚过的去年发生的。。

幼稚吧。。

现在，玩都没的玩。。

呆在宿舍，坐在电脑前，得应付明天的考试。。

唉。。

好怀念，去年。。

呼。。

算了，别提了。。

提来干嘛。。

心里头很不是滋味。。

最后。。

爸爸妈妈。。

中秋节快乐。。

呵呵呵。。

早上发了短讯给他们，

想必他们一定很开心吧。。

哈哈哈。。

我妈妈收到短讯，

就立刻拨电给我了，

你说她开不开心啊？

哈哈哈。。

妈妈，爸爸，

很对不起啊，

那么久没回家，

想必您们一定很想念我吧。。

哈哈哈。。

还有，妹妹，

你也是在想念我吧。。

哈哈哈。。

还问我为什么没回家。。

可怜啊。。

我有机会才回吧。。

到时可别骂我啊。。

我可不喜欢人家骂我的啊。。XD

在此向大家说声，

中秋节快乐。。

Happy Mooncake Festival!!! ^^

淡忘。。

突然之间。。
我感觉到，我似乎松了一口气。。
是因为。。
我终于和不相干，
给我带来困扰和伤心的人，
失去联络，
也不再去想太多。。
毕竟。。
想太多，
没有好处，
反而，
就只会带来多余的伤痛。。
太多伤痛，
又有何用呢？
我希望，
我可以把他们，
就这样，
渐渐淡忘。。
就像他们那样，
不知是故意，
还是不小心的，
把我，给忘了。。

depress..

the word can describe my mood at this moment.....

dono wat happen to me.. aih..
hope it will be fine tomolo..

pai se a!!!!!!!!!!

malu a!!!!!!!!!!!

pai seh !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! no muka alrd!!!!

argh!!!!!!

malu a!!!!!

pai seh!!!

tak ade muka alrd la!!!!

aiyooo...

mummy aaa....

help me a...

T.T

aih....

jz now go to the phy extra class,

for revision bout the lab one..

i go to class, thn sit lo..

both group 4 n 5 combine togthr..

mana tahu i so 'lucky'...

sit on a chair tat don hv table..

but bside me the chair got la..

so i ask my fren sit in front lo..

i wan tat place-.-

aih..

i dono wat happen to me tat time..

i tot later got study ma, need table ma..

so when guys come in late,

wanna sit beside,

i don let-.-

aiyoo....

so pai seh la..

a lot people laugh at me lei..

aiyoo..

pai se la..

pai se la..

T.T

i scare thy will think nonsense bout me la..

aih..

but finally,

mana tahu the class end early...

don need to use table a..

argh!!!!

so pai seh a..

aiyoo..

y i so 'lucky' one..

but luckily today is fri..

monday onli got class again..

huh..

if not, i dono how to face the people..

haiz......................